EDIT 2.
she followed me everywhere, as if i were her prey and she were a vulture. feeding on me as her only source of nourishment and devouring every scrap. she was underneath my head as i dreamt, at my feet when i woke. conspicously staring at me as i pulled myself together every morning. she walked within arms reach through every step. from time to time our fingertips met and i felt unbreakable. she held my hair back and wiped my face. she taught me how to make him cry and how to make him smile at the same time. she was starved for my attention, my affection. laying intertwined with her, she placed one hand around my neck. her nails tore into me like butter. the skin on her hands was rough and the caustic smell of her buried itself into my skin. she slid one finger into my ear and began laughing, grinning from ear to ear. raping me with her accusations and her grief, she squeezed. i screamed. i cried. i begged. our shadows danced on the walls but she kept me underneath her. stop. stop. stop. i scratched at her eyes but the pain on my end only intensified. her finger exited my ear and was now covering my mouth. my breathing was at a slow pace and my heart began racing. sweat profusely running down my face, atleast i was still breathing. unaware, i slid my tongue through an empty space.. my throat tightened like a noose. half of my smile was now as empty as i was. she kissed my hand and broke each finger as i slowly began jerking in convulsions. i bit through my tongue as if i didn't have one. only the whites of my eyes showing now, her hand left my mouth. i could feel my eyes rolling as if detached from every muscle. her other hand slid from my throat, leaving the skin raw from her rope like skin. her glare burned through my face as she lifted herself off of me. she walked away, stronger than the beginning. when she smiled, i smiled showing all that i had left of my teeth.