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It's new years, and it's amazing how we wait all day for the clock to hit 12AM that next day. But it feels great. This year has a lot more to offer and to look forward to than last year did.
This is the year i graduate. that's so hard for me to believe. I can still remember when 14 seemed so old and 16 was stupid to think of. I still remember when kissing seemed like the most discusting thing in the world; even holding hands with a boy seemed sinfull!! I remember when i first walked into my kindergarden class and how excited and estatic, scared and nervous i was all at the same time. I remember when i first said hello to my best friend. I remember all those wonderful moments with everyone of my friends, i will never forget any of you. At least those who matter. You know who you are ;]
later in the year will also be the year that i embark on a new chapter of my life. One filled with a ton more responsiblities and more freedom. One filled with new friends, a new stmosphere, new surroundings, harder classes with more difficult teachers, and the start of my dream coming true. It's exciting to think about, but scarry at the same time. I feel like im going to fail, and fail big. I know that i will party a lot, more than i do now. That scares me. Not partying, i love to party. But the thought of failing. I can't fail. I just can't. Thusly, i must try my hardest, which i have confidence in myself that i will. Any who says otherwise shouldn't be around me, therefore i will not listen to their negitivity.
This year will also bring upon me a new job. Which, i would be proud to say that the search starts tomorrow!! Which will hopefully bring new and better things into my life. New friends, hopefully.
So, onward we go. To new better things that this new year will hold for us all. Good Luck to everyone. I mean it when i say that i hope this year, 2007, brings you nothing but good things. Every single person deserves it, dont let anyone tell you different. Good Luck with 2007. It WILL be great!
So, onto my...
i have so many... all i hope to keep. all resonable; i think at least.
1] Take better care of myself.
--wax eyebrows, polish nails, wash my face at night(yeah, that's right. i dont. but i dont have a discusting amount of acne, so it's not that bad), put on lotion after getting out of the shower, deep condition my hair... etc!
2] Work out and get back into Shape
--I'm not saying i'm fat... just in HORRIBLE shape
3] Get a standing Back Handspring Back Tuck
--I need it for college cheer. Yup, that's right. College Cheer!! This also goes along with #2
4] Don't spend money if needed
--It's a bad habit. I need to start saving money just to have money and not live pay check to pay check.
5] Read more.
--I read, but not as much as i should. and i like to.
6] Curse less.
--That's going to be hard, but i think i can do it.
7] Be a better friend and person[[be there for people]]
--I know i am now, but i want to be better!!
8] Be less judgmental.
--I find myself judging people every chance i get. It's bad.
That's it. I think i can do it... do you?
What are your new years resolutions? I'm interested to hear... seriously!!
Wish me luck!!
and Good Luck to you all in the year of 2007. It will be a better year for all of us!!
Even better than last, no matter how good last year was.
This is the year i graduate. that's so hard for me to believe. I can still remember when 14 seemed so old and 16 was stupid to think of. I still remember when kissing seemed like the most discusting thing in the world; even holding hands with a boy seemed sinfull!! I remember when i first walked into my kindergarden class and how excited and estatic, scared and nervous i was all at the same time. I remember when i first said hello to my best friend. I remember all those wonderful moments with everyone of my friends, i will never forget any of you. At least those who matter. You know who you are ;]
later in the year will also be the year that i embark on a new chapter of my life. One filled with a ton more responsiblities and more freedom. One filled with new friends, a new stmosphere, new surroundings, harder classes with more difficult teachers, and the start of my dream coming true. It's exciting to think about, but scarry at the same time. I feel like im going to fail, and fail big. I know that i will party a lot, more than i do now. That scares me. Not partying, i love to party. But the thought of failing. I can't fail. I just can't. Thusly, i must try my hardest, which i have confidence in myself that i will. Any who says otherwise shouldn't be around me, therefore i will not listen to their negitivity.
This year will also bring upon me a new job. Which, i would be proud to say that the search starts tomorrow!! Which will hopefully bring new and better things into my life. New friends, hopefully.
So, onward we go. To new better things that this new year will hold for us all. Good Luck to everyone. I mean it when i say that i hope this year, 2007, brings you nothing but good things. Every single person deserves it, dont let anyone tell you different. Good Luck with 2007. It WILL be great!
So, onto my...
i have so many... all i hope to keep. all resonable; i think at least.
1] Take better care of myself.
--wax eyebrows, polish nails, wash my face at night(yeah, that's right. i dont. but i dont have a discusting amount of acne, so it's not that bad), put on lotion after getting out of the shower, deep condition my hair... etc!
2] Work out and get back into Shape
--I'm not saying i'm fat... just in HORRIBLE shape
3] Get a standing Back Handspring Back Tuck
--I need it for college cheer. Yup, that's right. College Cheer!! This also goes along with #2
4] Don't spend money if needed
--It's a bad habit. I need to start saving money just to have money and not live pay check to pay check.
5] Read more.
--I read, but not as much as i should. and i like to.
6] Curse less.
--That's going to be hard, but i think i can do it.
7] Be a better friend and person[[be there for people]]
--I know i am now, but i want to be better!!
8] Be less judgmental.
--I find myself judging people every chance i get. It's bad.
That's it. I think i can do it... do you?
What are your new years resolutions? I'm interested to hear... seriously!!
Wish me luck!!
and Good Luck to you all in the year of 2007. It will be a better year for all of us!!
Even better than last, no matter how good last year was.