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good news: loyola is gorgeous.
bad news: my world has been blown to hell.
i dont know what happened. but kevin isn't takling to me anymore. i know that sounds like something i should know, but he isn't talking to me. he wont talk to me. and he needs his space. which i'm giving him. it's killing me. i feel like i'm not needed. i feel like the biggest piece of shit ever. i feel so confused. and mad. and just like crap. FUCK! i want this to stop now. i love him too much. i want him back. i need him back.
bad news: my world has been blown to hell.
i dont know what happened. but kevin isn't takling to me anymore. i know that sounds like something i should know, but he isn't talking to me. he wont talk to me. and he needs his space. which i'm giving him. it's killing me. i feel like i'm not needed. i feel like the biggest piece of shit ever. i feel so confused. and mad. and just like crap. FUCK! i want this to stop now. i love him too much. i want him back. i need him back.