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Ugh. I hate me sometimes. This is me being depressed, which is fantastic. I love the month or two when i'm depressed it makes me feel so fantastic. and i'm sure the people around me love it!! fuck. i find myself really fucking irritated with everything. i'm being like the biggest bitch to kevin. which suckkks. dammmmit.
i'm really happy he's staying here and going to CLC. i know he hates that he can't go to florida like he wanted to... but i'm so happy!!
i just spent like an hour editing myspace. what the fuck is wrong with me!?
i need to have an intelligent converstation with someone now!!!
B e s t
1. Male friends: kevin & jacob
2. Female friends: courtney & jen & kyrie
L a s t
1. friend you saw: uh... that would be greg
2. Talked to on the phone: kevin
3. Text: kevin
4. Messaged over myspace: jacob
t o d a y
1. Wearing: jeans and a shirt.
2. Better than yesterday?: um... no. i didn't see kevin today but i saw him yesterday
t o m o r r o w
1. Is: friday
2. Got any plans: swimming and then hopefully i get to see my boy
3. Dislikes? none... right now
f a v o r i t e
1. Number: 15 & 21
2. Colors: greeeeeen
3. Season: summer/fall
c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: mhm!!
2. Mood: kinda tired and irratable
3. Wanting: to see kevin
4. In a relationship: indeed! :)
Q: First thing you did this morning
A: brushed my teeth.
Q: Last thing you ate
A: sushi
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: no not really
Q: What's annoying you right now?:
A: nothing.
Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
A: nacho libre, in theaters... i was watching SWAT like a minute ago
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A: nope.
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
A: indeed.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: grayslake police department
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
A: people say i look more like my dad...
Q: Do you have any siblings?:
A: 4 sisters one adopted brother
Q: Do you smile often?:
A: ooooh yeah
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
A: hopefully
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: occasionally.
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: indeed.
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?:
A: mineee
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: black
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?:
A: watching Nacho Libre with Kevin
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?:
A: bout an hour or two ago.
Q: Do you have more guy friends or girls friends?
A: a lot more guy friends
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: a while ago, thank god.
Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: with customers, oh yeah!!
Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
A: uh.... whatever i was watching on TV before i zonked out.
Q: Take any vitamins?
A: nope.
Q: What are you about to do?
A: talk to kevin more.
Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: eh, not really...i check for texts.
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.
A: 7-8
i'm really happy he's staying here and going to CLC. i know he hates that he can't go to florida like he wanted to... but i'm so happy!!
i just spent like an hour editing myspace. what the fuck is wrong with me!?
i need to have an intelligent converstation with someone now!!!
B e s t
1. Male friends: kevin & jacob
2. Female friends: courtney & jen & kyrie
L a s t
1. friend you saw: uh... that would be greg
2. Talked to on the phone: kevin
3. Text: kevin
4. Messaged over myspace: jacob
t o d a y
1. Wearing: jeans and a shirt.
2. Better than yesterday?: um... no. i didn't see kevin today but i saw him yesterday
t o m o r r o w
1. Is: friday
2. Got any plans: swimming and then hopefully i get to see my boy
3. Dislikes? none... right now
f a v o r i t e
1. Number: 15 & 21
2. Colors: greeeeeen
3. Season: summer/fall
c u r r e n t l y
1. Missing someone: mhm!!
2. Mood: kinda tired and irratable
3. Wanting: to see kevin
4. In a relationship: indeed! :)
Q: First thing you did this morning
A: brushed my teeth.
Q: Last thing you ate
A: sushi
Q: Do you have anything bothering you?:
A: no not really
Q: What's annoying you right now?:
A: nothing.
Q: What's the last movie you saw?:
A: nacho libre, in theaters... i was watching SWAT like a minute ago
Q: Do you believe in long distance relationships?:
A: nope.
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now:
A: indeed.
Q: Where is the last place you went?
A: grayslake police department
Q: Do you look like your mom or dad?:
A: people say i look more like my dad...
Q: Do you have any siblings?:
A: 4 sisters one adopted brother
Q: Do you smile often?:
A: ooooh yeah
Q: Do you think that a person is thinking of you too?
A: hopefully
Q: Do you wish upon stars?
A: occasionally.
Q: Are you a friendly person?:
A: indeed.
Q: Who's bed did you sleep in last night?:
A: mineee
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:
A: black
Q: What were you doing at 9 last night?:
A: watching Nacho Libre with Kevin
Q: When is the last time you saw your dad?:
A: bout an hour or two ago.
Q: Do you have more guy friends or girls friends?
A: a lot more guy friends
Q: When was the last time you cried?
A: a while ago, thank god.
Q: Do you get angry easily?
A: with customers, oh yeah!!
Q: What was your last thought before you went to sleep last night?
A: uh.... whatever i was watching on TV before i zonked out.
Q: Take any vitamins?
A: nope.
Q: What are you about to do?
A: talk to kevin more.
Q: Do you ever check your phone waiting for someone to call?
A: eh, not really...i check for texts.
Q: Rate life as of right now 1-10.
A: 7-8