i will wait for you

Jun 20, 2005 23:46

so tonight was the first night i had fun in.. i don't know how long.
me and courtney, well i don't feel like explaining it all. but here's something scary. we we're at kirby park around 10:00ish playing frisbee. we saw some guy on the dyke riding his bike.. a little sketchy might i say, when all of a sudden he disapered. 5 minutes later this huge fucking animal starts walking on the dyke while we're sitting there having a cigarette. court pointed the animal out and i was like "holy fuck, what IS that?" so she asked me if i wanted to go. i said "yes, let me grab my frisbee but DON'T RUN!" so we left. we were trying to figure out what it was.
here's what we came up with:
wolf, deer, llama, dog, bob cat

weeirrd. who knows.

we left around 10:40ish and then she dropped me off. so, i get home call adam for the conversation of my life. i think it's cool how i threw 9 months of my life away. yes, we broke up. i was balling my eyes out, and what gets me is that he didn't show the least bit of fucking care. usually, even if we fight, he would cry. then he says he's coming over to get his shit. he NEVER says that. i don't get it. it's just real fucked up how i thought the guy i was going to have my first house with, have kids with and marry is all of a sudden gone. i wish i knew what i did..

i got a kitten today. i told my mom it was her fathers day present. i had to take it back.

yeah, this shit sucks.
it's really fucked up.
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