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running over the same old ground
what have we found? the same old fears.
wow, i just started thinking. i lost A LOT of friends. i miss last summer. i miss everyone that i hung out with. i miss those parties & art shows for all the 570 graff artists. sneaking out at 2:00am just to go drink with ben at a park, driving around aimlessly at 3:00am, walking around at 1:00 in the morning just to get weed, 4:00am running with backpacks stuffed with krylon cans trying to get away from 'noises', not getting in until 5/6:00 in the morning, kings chairs, the shit was non-stop crazy. i want all of that back. :\ way too late now.
my mom said she was taking out the recycables and has been gone for an hour now.
so, adam hasn't called me since 4:30. yeah, the phone works both ways but he told me that if i have nothing to talk about not to call him. our conversation ended like this:
adam: so.. do you have anything you want to talk about?
me: ..no?
adam: good, me either so i'm going.
then i hung up. rriiddiiccuulloouuss. anyway, i'm going to take a nap.
what have we found? the same old fears.
wow, i just started thinking. i lost A LOT of friends. i miss last summer. i miss everyone that i hung out with. i miss those parties & art shows for all the 570 graff artists. sneaking out at 2:00am just to go drink with ben at a park, driving around aimlessly at 3:00am, walking around at 1:00 in the morning just to get weed, 4:00am running with backpacks stuffed with krylon cans trying to get away from 'noises', not getting in until 5/6:00 in the morning, kings chairs, the shit was non-stop crazy. i want all of that back. :\ way too late now.
my mom said she was taking out the recycables and has been gone for an hour now.
so, adam hasn't called me since 4:30. yeah, the phone works both ways but he told me that if i have nothing to talk about not to call him. our conversation ended like this:
adam: so.. do you have anything you want to talk about?
me: ..no?
adam: good, me either so i'm going.
then i hung up. rriiddiiccuulloouuss. anyway, i'm going to take a nap.