..maybe time is out of joint
so i slept over beths sometime but i forget when. me, her and kishbaw got really high. i ate 3 peanutbutter sandwiches, a bag of middlesworth sour cream and onion chips, and drank soda. i threw up. but overall, i had a great night. i love those two <33
yesterday i went to the mall with adam and my mom. i got a hoodie. then adam came over for like 2 hours. i took him home because i was "tired" but really, i just wasnt having fun. so after i drove him home, i came home and watched athf. then i came online, played with my cat until 12:30, went upstairs, watched tv until 3:30 then went to bed.
i dont know if i'm going to, but i kind of want to break up with adam. i'm very confused right now and i have no idea what to do. theres this old friend/ex boyfriend that i've been talking to and even though things didnt work out before, i'm still willing to go back to him. this kid is really old though and i dont even know if its worth it. im scared of losing adam, but scared of not have a second chance with somebody i liked way before adam came in the picture. ben is coming back (from visiting his family, i assume) and we're supposed to be hanging out. he wants me to break up with adam so that if anything happens, there wont be any problems. :\ i really like this kid..
anyway, today adam wants me to come up to his house. im supposed to be in the shower now but as you can see, i really dont care. hahaa -- i dont know if i feel like going up to his house or not. i kind of feel guilty around him because of this whole 'maybe breaking up with him' thing.
does anyone know the cheapest store AT THE WYOMING VALLEY MALL to buy a digital camera at? ((not NEAR the mall, not the STEAMTOWN mall, the WYOMING VALLEY mall)) i want a digital camera but dont know where to get one at the cheapest.
so i guess i'll go get in the shower and stuff. i feel like a scum bag.
yesterday i went to the mall with adam and my mom. i got a hoodie. then adam came over for like 2 hours. i took him home because i was "tired" but really, i just wasnt having fun. so after i drove him home, i came home and watched athf. then i came online, played with my cat until 12:30, went upstairs, watched tv until 3:30 then went to bed.
i dont know if i'm going to, but i kind of want to break up with adam. i'm very confused right now and i have no idea what to do. theres this old friend/ex boyfriend that i've been talking to and even though things didnt work out before, i'm still willing to go back to him. this kid is really old though and i dont even know if its worth it. im scared of losing adam, but scared of not have a second chance with somebody i liked way before adam came in the picture. ben is coming back (from visiting his family, i assume) and we're supposed to be hanging out. he wants me to break up with adam so that if anything happens, there wont be any problems. :\ i really like this kid..
anyway, today adam wants me to come up to his house. im supposed to be in the shower now but as you can see, i really dont care. hahaa -- i dont know if i feel like going up to his house or not. i kind of feel guilty around him because of this whole 'maybe breaking up with him' thing.
does anyone know the cheapest store AT THE WYOMING VALLEY MALL to buy a digital camera at? ((not NEAR the mall, not the STEAMTOWN mall, the WYOMING VALLEY mall)) i want a digital camera but dont know where to get one at the cheapest.
so i guess i'll go get in the shower and stuff. i feel like a scum bag.