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the tension is here between who you are and who you
could be ; between how it is and how it should be
my night sucks. i was supposed to go up adams but i didn't. i just dont feel like it. im home all alone in a house that i hate and dont feel safe in with no dog here to protect me. i'd give my life just to see that dog for one more hour. <3 :'(
theres going to be an eclipse at 9:15, if im up for it i guess i'll go look out the window.
i feel like shit. my head feels like its going to explode, i cant breathe out of my nose and my throat is killing me. i dont know why, but it all hit me this morning. probably just from all the stress and shit thats been going on. i cant handle this.
tomorrow im going over adams after school i think? but he might go up to concrete city with his sisters boyfriend. i dont know, and to tell you the truth, i really dont care either because i'd rather stay home. friday night im supposed to sleep over his house and i really dont want to do that either. im not up for ANYTHING. he pissed me off before.. i was talking to him on the phone and hes like "it sounds like your sick" and i was like "yea, i really dont feel good" and he said "yeah, this morning you didnt have anything together.. you could tell something was wrong" uhh, well no fucking shit. my dog i had since i was 4 years old just died unexpectedly. am i supposed to wake up all happy and normal? could you imagine if i was PMSing while all this was going on? i'd be the bitchiest bitch ever.
im done for the night.
could be ; between how it is and how it should be
my night sucks. i was supposed to go up adams but i didn't. i just dont feel like it. im home all alone in a house that i hate and dont feel safe in with no dog here to protect me. i'd give my life just to see that dog for one more hour. <3 :'(
theres going to be an eclipse at 9:15, if im up for it i guess i'll go look out the window.
i feel like shit. my head feels like its going to explode, i cant breathe out of my nose and my throat is killing me. i dont know why, but it all hit me this morning. probably just from all the stress and shit thats been going on. i cant handle this.
tomorrow im going over adams after school i think? but he might go up to concrete city with his sisters boyfriend. i dont know, and to tell you the truth, i really dont care either because i'd rather stay home. friday night im supposed to sleep over his house and i really dont want to do that either. im not up for ANYTHING. he pissed me off before.. i was talking to him on the phone and hes like "it sounds like your sick" and i was like "yea, i really dont feel good" and he said "yeah, this morning you didnt have anything together.. you could tell something was wrong" uhh, well no fucking shit. my dog i had since i was 4 years old just died unexpectedly. am i supposed to wake up all happy and normal? could you imagine if i was PMSing while all this was going on? i'd be the bitchiest bitch ever.
im done for the night.