I love new bands
awesome.
so.. still kind of in planning stages.. but myself and a few friends have planned to start a band.
its really exciting.. but scary at the same time. from what i can gather we kind of have the same ideas.. as to go into a sort of experimentaly/electronicy/dance thing. awesome.
but onto bad news.
things are fucked up.. so bad.
i just want this person to like me.... in previous situations i felt that there was a glimmer of hope, but in this one.. i dont. nothing. i mean, this person majorly likes one of my best friends.. so how the fuck could anything ever happen? i just wish there was something. something that could help right now. but there isnt.
i just find myself going into these deep lousy places, that i cant get out of. everything in my head repeats and repeats until it wont go away.. the only way it leaves is if i kill it.
the tablets used to take that way, now alcohol does. i need something to make it go away forever. ir eally cannot stand falling in love again, i cant take the hurt and the pain. its awful. i wish nothing had ever started. i wish i didnt know what it was like to feel lonely.
so.. still kind of in planning stages.. but myself and a few friends have planned to start a band.
its really exciting.. but scary at the same time. from what i can gather we kind of have the same ideas.. as to go into a sort of experimentaly/electronicy/dance thing. awesome.
but onto bad news.
things are fucked up.. so bad.
i just want this person to like me.... in previous situations i felt that there was a glimmer of hope, but in this one.. i dont. nothing. i mean, this person majorly likes one of my best friends.. so how the fuck could anything ever happen? i just wish there was something. something that could help right now. but there isnt.
i just find myself going into these deep lousy places, that i cant get out of. everything in my head repeats and repeats until it wont go away.. the only way it leaves is if i kill it.
the tablets used to take that way, now alcohol does. i need something to make it go away forever. ir eally cannot stand falling in love again, i cant take the hurt and the pain. its awful. i wish nothing had ever started. i wish i didnt know what it was like to feel lonely.