Slave to the Wage
so so numb.
so tired.
im sick and tired of people being carbon copies of who they want to be. whats the fucking point? i hate it. i hate fucking everything.
i feel so stupidly drained now that i just cant be bothered.
i wish everything would stop fucking up around me.. and everyone.
what is it with people?
everything is just so so fucking pissing shit.
mum just came in.. felt she needed to remind me that i owe her fucking £7,000 school fees - as i said i would help. fuck that shit. i dont even understand myself why i fucking pay to go their.. surrounded by spoilt twats.
i cant even bring my fingers to pick up my phone. i dont care who it is.. i dont want to know.
i had a text from kyra earlier. what a whore. she has the right to tell me that im a crap keeper because i let two goals in today.. when last year.. we shared being in goal.. i kept a clean sheet and god knows.. how many she let in. anyways.. it was 7-4 today.. so if i let two in.. she fucking let five in. what a fucking twat. im not even a goal keeper.. they only put me in goal because she was doing shit. I AM A DEFENDER.
i hate people like that.. even though they have nothing to boast about.. they still feel the need to slag you off in some shape or form.
this is why i hate everything about my shcool (kyra knows goes to my school) everyone there!! i cant wait to leave and make something out of my life. i just want out.
i also cant stand it when people type like dis.. and dat.. m8.. fcking duz me hed in.
sorry.. i am feeling so bitter right now. everything is too much. i need to be left alone.
i want someone to understand
to be able to be MY friend. and not want anything else in return.
i hated being in love because now.. i feel even worse.
so tired.
im sick and tired of people being carbon copies of who they want to be. whats the fucking point? i hate it. i hate fucking everything.
i feel so stupidly drained now that i just cant be bothered.
i wish everything would stop fucking up around me.. and everyone.
what is it with people?
everything is just so so fucking pissing shit.
mum just came in.. felt she needed to remind me that i owe her fucking £7,000 school fees - as i said i would help. fuck that shit. i dont even understand myself why i fucking pay to go their.. surrounded by spoilt twats.
i cant even bring my fingers to pick up my phone. i dont care who it is.. i dont want to know.
i had a text from kyra earlier. what a whore. she has the right to tell me that im a crap keeper because i let two goals in today.. when last year.. we shared being in goal.. i kept a clean sheet and god knows.. how many she let in. anyways.. it was 7-4 today.. so if i let two in.. she fucking let five in. what a fucking twat. im not even a goal keeper.. they only put me in goal because she was doing shit. I AM A DEFENDER.
i hate people like that.. even though they have nothing to boast about.. they still feel the need to slag you off in some shape or form.
this is why i hate everything about my shcool (kyra knows goes to my school) everyone there!! i cant wait to leave and make something out of my life. i just want out.
i also cant stand it when people type like dis.. and dat.. m8.. fcking duz me hed in.
sorry.. i am feeling so bitter right now. everything is too much. i need to be left alone.
i want someone to understand
to be able to be MY friend. and not want anything else in return.
i hated being in love because now.. i feel even worse.