One day...

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.. one day, this cycle will end. the pain from the days will ease, i look in the mirror and i see the wall behind me. i wait for the time when i will be able to say, "i loved".. the day, when i can say "i was happy". times change, but faces remain the same, lies and deciet are still hanging around in the air like the pollution that slowly kills us. each and everyone of us. you can hide behind each other, but eventually they will become see through too. take your coat and gloves and hang them up, hang them up, as if, you will wear them again tomorrow. dont tell anyone that, you wont. hang them up. wear them tomorrow. the bags under your eyes, are dissapearing now... "whys that?" they ask... "finally slept?".. for if they knew the truth they wouldnt care. the dear circles disapear. they disapeared.
your friends say, "i love you"....but they dont know you. dont know themselves. dont know each other. they only know the blueprint that shines on your face... the mask you hide behind. what happened, if the mask cracked? what would they do? but for now, i realise this, isnt worth contemplating.
take my hand, we can go together.