Well, that was fun.

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today, was fucking awesome. i had to squash the whole of my life into 20 minutes before break, when i had to send off my Uni application - i took 10 minutes choosing a final subject to apply for. My wierd 'relationship' thing has ended. i feel sick, i have been sick. twat ex made shitty comments to me again all day, today. mum is pissed off with me. i have NO money whats so ever. i realised my business assignment was due in today. saw that one of my friends at school has been self harming. forgot my lunch. got completely soaked during lunch break. finally got to town, realising i had NO money, to buy the sweets, that i was going to to cheer me up. got back to school, starting play smartie football, only then for my friend to knock my cup of tea over - this is the cup of tea, that i had to wait over 30 minutes for (various people couldnt find tea bags, so someone bought some more).

so yeah. fucking great day. now, i need to go to tescos to buy some food for my mum. no petrol, so she ssaid she would 'loan' me some money. great.

and oh, just because i say "im ok", it doesnt mean, im not crying. because this way, its easier for you