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whats good LJ ? sorry for the whole situation. I know i just got the new screen name , but some stuff wasn't working right on the old account. & the lack of flava for the sn wasn't their no more. but my other site wasn't private so why should this ?. nope my shit going to be public. i do use cuss words , but it ain't a habit , my mom did teach me to have good manners. i'm be real with yall , but please don't disrespect my thoughts , because i am not that type of person that will disrespect yours. I have finally got off xanga , not permanently , just for a little while. & i am going to be on LJ more , and i am going to be heading out of the 806 pretty soon. but ill get back on that joint , after school.but i love to speak my mind , about anything the world ; & the nonsense bull shit , death , sex , what i think about things , just whatever ; ] . i love reading books , its a new hobbie , & i like to read poetic i also love to write it. but please don't think i'm a crazy brawd , i am normal. i usually express my feeling in paper , and then write it up here. but my feelings don't usually show , you can't really tell if i am sad or mad , because i'm be a cool type female . i am hard headed. but when it keep biting me , & eats me , ill let everything out. but i do have friends , and i am not all big on the inet , i been on here for a minute , but i don't trust many females. now & days they fake & what not. but i would love to meet some real chicks , i am not on here to judge you , because each person is their own quality. i am trying to get where i can trust guys , them are hard to trust lol. but i would love to have a guy friend , & not get all intimate.
- wish i could've had another chance ; i don't want you people feeling sorry for me. but my background history is my background , i don't need you to judge me , because of what , because you don't know me. & if you supposely a friend , & judge me then you ain't a friend , so i am warning no haters. I think personally that i am a strong african american , & i don't consider myself rich. i come from where everybody came from their mommy coochie , & she raised me , but my mom's was in her 30's when she had me , you can't say she had the perfect childhood , she basically is raising me right , where i won't fuck up , or try to sneak around , me & my mom has so much trust since i been messing with baby , that now she trusts me , but believe me i give that woman gray hairs , we have our differences , & our days don't always go as plan and if we are having a bad day , we leave each other alone. PERIOD. i have a older sister , no brothers. she is my love , and i dislike some of the things she do sometimes. i am going to be down for my sister though. i can never leave her , because i stay at her house 247 , she basically another mother. me & her have our differences , & she knows my young girl attitude lol. but she has taught me alot , from her past , but it seems like that she makes the same mistakes over , but then she's not , i mean she's happy with her mate , i just don't get why him though. My father was layed to rest in 1998 after he was killed in feb. i know that day & date by heart , and it's basically going to be their until i die. I was a daddy girl , & i loved him so much , i was a tom boy when i was small i did everything with him , but when he passed i changed i came girlie girlie lol. but i hate not having him , and your friends / or people have both their parents it sucks , but i try not to think about it , you just my guardian angle , i just wish i could say i love you & goodbye.
the end folks ; ]