Feb 28, 2005 15:49
okay so havent had my pills for about... a week or something yeah i pretty much snapped today and now im grounded? not really grounded but if my dad doesnt feel like letting me to something fun he can say no for no reason at all. yay i love my life
oh yeah and to make it all better matts grounded for 8 days
this is going to be so much fun i cant wait
WELLL THEY GAVE ME MY BI POLAR PILLS BACK FOR TODAY YAYAYAYAYAYAY IM SO LUCKY THIS LIFE IS SO AWESOME I FUCKING LOVE MYSELF. yeah i thought about killing myself today becasue im living for nothing. seriously i have like 2 friends and matthew. its a lot i know
i cant even handle how much
lets see my mom blows me off for work
and my dad got laid off so we are poor
and my brother is never home.
yay lets see my daily schedule
wake up
go to school
come home
clean the house
go online
go to bed.
OMG OMG OMG THATS SO EXCITING BLAHVKAGVKGAYHGUYFGEUYFEUFYGEA
thank you matt and 2 friends for giving me something to live for
AND I HOPE IM BIENG A LITTLE EMO FAG!!!!!
if im not the next entry ill try a little harder.
thanks