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I love so many people it's ridiculous but i like it, You can never love something too much. I mean you can but not like a number of people i mean..So well bee's here and everything and it's the weirdest thing i wake up thinking pilar still lives here? It's soo weird because you'd think i'd be used to it cause while bee still lived here pilar was still gone. But he kindof pieces back my freshman year. I'm still going to think freshman year was the best even though i'm hardley through half of high school, but! everything was so good. That's when i met the best friend i'll ever have and it was just really fucking good. I have so many good memories. But you know, talking about pilar and bee and how much i love them doesn't mean i don't love all my friends. It's just their always in the back of my mind, you know when you hang out with someone soo much and their gone, you still constantly think of them. Well that's my diagnose.. I'm just saying this cause last night when i was with Aly i was telling her these stories, especially the one at the harbor house and i don't know she posesses so much empathy. And i just really love her, and i love all my friends. The more i hang out with people the more i realize i have a lot of just amazing people in my life, iinnnnnnnn general.
Memory: this is a kindof sad one but it's happy too kindof because it's show how close we are. After the harbor house Christina told me and Pilar a really personal thing and we all started crying together and then christina had to leave. Then it was just me and pilar sitting there still crying, because we wished every night could be as the night we just had. With all our friends hanging out and basically doing nothing but it being so memorable. That's how it tends to be with pilar always a memorable night. Anyways. We were just talking and she kept saying she wished she lived here. And i know she has amazing friends out there, but i guess that night i knew we'd always be best friends. It's just what we have is irreplaceable.
Memory: this is a kindof sad one but it's happy too kindof because it's show how close we are. After the harbor house Christina told me and Pilar a really personal thing and we all started crying together and then christina had to leave. Then it was just me and pilar sitting there still crying, because we wished every night could be as the night we just had. With all our friends hanging out and basically doing nothing but it being so memorable. That's how it tends to be with pilar always a memorable night. Anyways. We were just talking and she kept saying she wished she lived here. And i know she has amazing friends out there, but i guess that night i knew we'd always be best friends. It's just what we have is irreplaceable.