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I'm sick of people treating me like shit.
I'm sick of being the nice girl who always has a smile on her face.
I'm sick of always acting as though I'm carefree.
I'm sick of building up walls and letting very few people get close to me.
I'm sick of people thinking they really know me when really they know barely anything.
I'm sick of people using me because I'm smart and actually get my homework done.
I'm sick of always being there for everyone and having no one there for me when I need someone. I'm sick of not getting invited to events I'd like to attend.
I'm sick of girly drama.
I'm sick of being sick physically.
I'm sick of constantly having headaches bordering on migraines.
I'm sick of my fiance being far away.
I'm sick of my best friend living hours & miles away from me.
I'm sick of feeling lonely.
I'm sick of people having no faith in me and thinking that I'm not going to get things accomplished.
I'm sick of watching my friends get hurt.
I don't care if this entry makes me look like a bitch, it's the damn truth! I know some of them are my fault and therefore I fully intend to CHANGE THINGS. But some of them aren't and that's what sucks even more because I can't do anything about that.
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I'm sick of being the nice girl who always has a smile on her face.
I'm sick of always acting as though I'm carefree.
I'm sick of building up walls and letting very few people get close to me.
I'm sick of people thinking they really know me when really they know barely anything.
I'm sick of people using me because I'm smart and actually get my homework done.
I'm sick of always being there for everyone and having no one there for me when I need someone. I'm sick of not getting invited to events I'd like to attend.
I'm sick of girly drama.
I'm sick of being sick physically.
I'm sick of constantly having headaches bordering on migraines.
I'm sick of my fiance being far away.
I'm sick of my best friend living hours & miles away from me.
I'm sick of feeling lonely.
I'm sick of people having no faith in me and thinking that I'm not going to get things accomplished.
I'm sick of watching my friends get hurt.
I don't care if this entry makes me look like a bitch, it's the damn truth! I know some of them are my fault and therefore I fully intend to CHANGE THINGS. But some of them aren't and that's what sucks even more because I can't do anything about that.
<3