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i'm leaving for the eastern shore (to visit) friday. (finally) i'll be there for a week or so. my last stop, being ocean city. i miss boogie boarding so much that it hurts. so it should be a good time. what saddens me, is this. the day i plan on returning home to the city, will be august first. august. already. i hate it. it depresses me. it's not fair that winter seems so long and agonizing. and autumn is a just a slow and torturous introduction to the season that i could do without. i've never met anyone with the love i have for summer. the way i love the sticky, humid days in the city. the thought of mini-vacations at the ocean. being on the river with my family on the eastern shore. looking at the stars out in the country, it takes my breath away. sitting on porches, whether it be in the city watching cops drive by, or in the country watching a thunderstorm approach. every year, i go through this. i really need to live in a location with a constant summer climate. it's hard to put myself through a seasonal depression again and again. =/
browsing through old pictures, mymymy how i have changed.
last summer.
late summer.. i had begun the choppage of my hair.. : (
wintertime. serious short hair.
this was around february. i think.
springtime. one of the few. end of the black hair.
end of the school year. beginning of who-knows-what color hair.
prom.
graduation.
senior week.
fourth of july.
now-a-days.
fun, yet, sad.