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jealousy and rage, another little phase, where you wash me up and wash me down, curse me until i no longer hear any sound. the worst part is i still love you, and the hard thing is, when i said i needed you it was actually true. "dont forget me" you say, "please forget me" you pray, get a good fuck and kiss the lips of someone who doesnt love you nearly as much i do, "well good luck!" i say, "bad luck" i pray, and maybe youll finally realize that when i say youre beautiful its fucking true.
-Lauren
stolen, yes. and how ironic it is, and how eloquent she put it. Thank you, love, for you are the words that I can never muster.
On a different note. you know how some people are just... gorgeous, beyond belief even? I saw a friend of mine the other day, and perhaps I just hadnt seen her as herself, i mean to say, out in the open and not confined at work or something. but I saw her and i noticed how... drop dead sexy she was. Like, maxim sexy. And i guess i never noticed it before, perhaps because i saw her in a different light, you know, i wasnt looking for that in her. and god knows im not now, but christ, she could do an entire years worth of calender covers, and all she had on was a pullover(?) and a pair of jeans! maybe i just caught her on a good day, but some people.... wow.
jealousy and rage, another little phase, where you wash me up and wash me down, curse me until i no longer hear any sound. the worst part is i still love you, and the hard thing is, when i said i needed you it was actually true. "dont forget me" you say, "please forget me" you pray, get a good fuck and kiss the lips of someone who doesnt love you nearly as much i do, "well good luck!" i say, "bad luck" i pray, and maybe youll finally realize that when i say youre beautiful its fucking true.
-Lauren
stolen, yes. and how ironic it is, and how eloquent she put it. Thank you, love, for you are the words that I can never muster.
On a different note. you know how some people are just... gorgeous, beyond belief even? I saw a friend of mine the other day, and perhaps I just hadnt seen her as herself, i mean to say, out in the open and not confined at work or something. but I saw her and i noticed how... drop dead sexy she was. Like, maxim sexy. And i guess i never noticed it before, perhaps because i saw her in a different light, you know, i wasnt looking for that in her. and god knows im not now, but christ, she could do an entire years worth of calender covers, and all she had on was a pullover(?) and a pair of jeans! maybe i just caught her on a good day, but some people.... wow.