fuck it.
I stayed in for once, with all the best intentions to study, look out UCAS stuff and complete homework. Well, I did the UCAS stuff.
I really need to study. I know I do, I know I cant fail the two NABS I have on Thursday but even that doesnt seem to motivate me to do ANYTHING! I think I may be too worried about my UCAS application - but yet again that could jst be a lame excuse to try and convince myself I'm not a lazy slob!
I am really worried about it though, the deadline is coming up soon and mines isnt away yet. If I dont get accepted this year then I really dont know what I'm gonna do after my highers as my only choices seem to be either stay on til 6th yr (waste of fucking time!) or go out n get a job ... none of which seems too appealing =[
As for homework, I have quite a big fucking bit of Drama homeworl due for tomorrow that I havent even looked at for the past two weeks! I deffo jst gonna skidge n see Dez. At least the college isnt monitering my attendence like my gimpy-legged Guidance Teacher.
fuck. bleh. grr!
I really need to study. I know I do, I know I cant fail the two NABS I have on Thursday but even that doesnt seem to motivate me to do ANYTHING! I think I may be too worried about my UCAS application - but yet again that could jst be a lame excuse to try and convince myself I'm not a lazy slob!
I am really worried about it though, the deadline is coming up soon and mines isnt away yet. If I dont get accepted this year then I really dont know what I'm gonna do after my highers as my only choices seem to be either stay on til 6th yr (waste of fucking time!) or go out n get a job ... none of which seems too appealing =[
As for homework, I have quite a big fucking bit of Drama homeworl due for tomorrow that I havent even looked at for the past two weeks! I deffo jst gonna skidge n see Dez. At least the college isnt monitering my attendence like my gimpy-legged Guidance Teacher.
fuck. bleh. grr!