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My stomach has been feeling really weird the past few days. I don't know how to explain it. Anxious except not, because what is there to be anxious about. Urgh. I don't like it. Make it leave. :(
Last night I slept over Dana's. Around 4:30 there was a big thunder & lightning storm. It scared me, I was in a ball at the end of the bed under the blanket with Chad pressed on my head. Eventually there was a big crack of thunder and bolt of lightning at once, and I jumped in her bed. Sorry if I pissed you off/ woke you up, Dana. I'm just a big fucking baby.
I really wish people wouldn't be so fucking self involved. I'm probably better off staying away from them. I feel foolish for trying to be their friend, or trying to hang out with them because obviously they don't care, they got what ever it is they have and thats all they need. Or maybe I just suck. Whatever.
I kind of want to go to the mall tonight. No one is around. Probably going to just stay in, eat too much ice cream and watch new Degrassi. It's sad Kelly is gone. It's sad Emy is leaving Wednesday. Its going to be so bad with out them. We will be down two members of the crew, and it just won't be the same. Ew.
I really really really really really need to see Spiderman 2, and SOON.
So you've been knocked and you've been thrown
And you've run all the way back home
Saying you were searching for a reason
And you cried years so much before
You won't cry much anymore
Roll with the punches
Gonna leave it all behind
These highway signs are
A sign of the time
If you wanna spin
Get yourself back in the game again
Throw down your money
Maybe you could win
But this world won't stop
So never stop, just spin
I've been there once or twice before
Destiny knocking at my door
But destiny only seemed to erase
The happiness once where the ruins replaced
And you said this world treated you cruel
Played with your head, then played you the fool
Leave it all behind, don't let it get you down
If anything, you can be a clown
If you wanna spin
Get yourself back in the game again
Throw down your money
Maybe you could win
But this world won't stop
So never stop, just spin
And this place is cold
And you're feeling older now
And your body hangs
And you fear you won't get out
Suck it up, breathe it deep
Wake up from this creeping sleep
Turn around and around and around and around
Yeah, just spin
If you wanna spin
Get yourself back in the game again
Throw down your money
Maybe you could win
But this world won't stop
So never stop, just spin
That song has helped me through so much. Mad heartz.<3333.
The fire-works are on Saturday. COME WITH US! <3
Sorry, too lazy for el-jay cut. I SUCK, I KNOW.
EXOH;
jillian.
Last night I slept over Dana's. Around 4:30 there was a big thunder & lightning storm. It scared me, I was in a ball at the end of the bed under the blanket with Chad pressed on my head. Eventually there was a big crack of thunder and bolt of lightning at once, and I jumped in her bed. Sorry if I pissed you off/ woke you up, Dana. I'm just a big fucking baby.
I really wish people wouldn't be so fucking self involved. I'm probably better off staying away from them. I feel foolish for trying to be their friend, or trying to hang out with them because obviously they don't care, they got what ever it is they have and thats all they need. Or maybe I just suck. Whatever.
I kind of want to go to the mall tonight. No one is around. Probably going to just stay in, eat too much ice cream and watch new Degrassi. It's sad Kelly is gone. It's sad Emy is leaving Wednesday. Its going to be so bad with out them. We will be down two members of the crew, and it just won't be the same. Ew.
I really really really really really need to see Spiderman 2, and SOON.
So you've been knocked and you've been thrown
And you've run all the way back home
Saying you were searching for a reason
And you cried years so much before
You won't cry much anymore
Roll with the punches
Gonna leave it all behind
These highway signs are
A sign of the time
If you wanna spin
Get yourself back in the game again
Throw down your money
Maybe you could win
But this world won't stop
So never stop, just spin
I've been there once or twice before
Destiny knocking at my door
But destiny only seemed to erase
The happiness once where the ruins replaced
And you said this world treated you cruel
Played with your head, then played you the fool
Leave it all behind, don't let it get you down
If anything, you can be a clown
If you wanna spin
Get yourself back in the game again
Throw down your money
Maybe you could win
But this world won't stop
So never stop, just spin
And this place is cold
And you're feeling older now
And your body hangs
And you fear you won't get out
Suck it up, breathe it deep
Wake up from this creeping sleep
Turn around and around and around and around
Yeah, just spin
If you wanna spin
Get yourself back in the game again
Throw down your money
Maybe you could win
But this world won't stop
So never stop, just spin
That song has helped me through so much. Mad heartz.<3333.
The fire-works are on Saturday. COME WITH US! <3
Sorry, too lazy for el-jay cut. I SUCK, I KNOW.
EXOH;
jillian.