Dec 11, 2005 01:56
I piss myself off.
Aside from playing video games and bass, I'm good at nothing. If I think like a realistic person, niether of those will ever get me anywhere.
I'm way too codependent.
I'm an asshole to my girlfriend.
I don't have a car.
My parents tell me that I'm a "heartless asshole".
The two things that I love the most are the two things that happen to me the least. (Seeing Krista and having band practice)
I can't quit cigarettes no matter how hard I try.
I don't have my liscence.
I can't stay in school despite the fact that I want to continue learning what I was learning, and the fact that it was really hard to get into school.
I can never go to bed early, even though I tell myself I should all the time, so I'm always exhausted. The weird part is I only do this because I feel as though if I go to sleep, I'll miss something....nothing exciting ever happens in my life, so that doesn't make any sense.
I don't have a job.