I still have a live journal?
Wow. Its been a long ass time since the last time I wrote an entry.
I am now in my second year of college at TC3, never thought I would end up there, and I am majoring in Graphic Design. I am also playing softball still. Hopefully, once I send in my portfolio, I will be accepted into SUNY New Paltz. I am kinda putting all my eggs into one basket with that school. Its going to suck if I cant get in.
Update on my love life haha...
Well I am currently and hopefully will forever be dating Edward James Southworth. Yep. Two years on April 16th. Crazy I know. Trevor didn't last long. I ended up getting to know the real him and he was too cocky, controlling, unappreciative, and the list of negativity could go on forever. That child pretty much destroyed my self-esteem and took away who I was. Its taken me two years of my life to rebuild my sense of self since I dropped that bad habbit. Now though, I am the happiest I have ever been. Being with Ed is easy. He is my best friend and its going to stay that way. We have a lot in common and know how to deal with eachother. We love eachother how we are and thats how love should be. If there is one piece of advice that was the only advice anyone would remember me saying about relationships it would hopefully be that if you are in a relationship where someone doesn't appreciate who you are, where you come from, or any other aspect of you...they do not deserve you ...and vice versa...if you can't appreciate them...you do not deserve that person.
Everyone has their bad relationship though and you only learn from experience.
Now that I am with Eddy though...I don't think I will be having any more bad experiences. Happiness is only achieved if shared and I know I have found the one person who I want to share it with for the rest of my life.
What else has changed...
I have been diagnosed with ADD for real. I was Prom Queen and Homecoming queen my senior year. Emily moved to Colorado. Marley passed away and we got tillie. (her exact replica) Both grandpas passed away. Sam had cancer twice. Mom works at the DMV. Aunt Sharon lives with Grandma. ... lol i dont know... Giants beat the patriots in the superbowl! haha
time has flown and three years have gone by wicked quick...
I am now in my second year of college at TC3, never thought I would end up there, and I am majoring in Graphic Design. I am also playing softball still. Hopefully, once I send in my portfolio, I will be accepted into SUNY New Paltz. I am kinda putting all my eggs into one basket with that school. Its going to suck if I cant get in.
Update on my love life haha...
Well I am currently and hopefully will forever be dating Edward James Southworth. Yep. Two years on April 16th. Crazy I know. Trevor didn't last long. I ended up getting to know the real him and he was too cocky, controlling, unappreciative, and the list of negativity could go on forever. That child pretty much destroyed my self-esteem and took away who I was. Its taken me two years of my life to rebuild my sense of self since I dropped that bad habbit. Now though, I am the happiest I have ever been. Being with Ed is easy. He is my best friend and its going to stay that way. We have a lot in common and know how to deal with eachother. We love eachother how we are and thats how love should be. If there is one piece of advice that was the only advice anyone would remember me saying about relationships it would hopefully be that if you are in a relationship where someone doesn't appreciate who you are, where you come from, or any other aspect of you...they do not deserve you ...and vice versa...if you can't appreciate them...you do not deserve that person.
Everyone has their bad relationship though and you only learn from experience.
Now that I am with Eddy though...I don't think I will be having any more bad experiences. Happiness is only achieved if shared and I know I have found the one person who I want to share it with for the rest of my life.
What else has changed...
I have been diagnosed with ADD for real. I was Prom Queen and Homecoming queen my senior year. Emily moved to Colorado. Marley passed away and we got tillie. (her exact replica) Both grandpas passed away. Sam had cancer twice. Mom works at the DMV. Aunt Sharon lives with Grandma. ... lol i dont know... Giants beat the patriots in the superbowl! haha
time has flown and three years have gone by wicked quick...