liiiiiivejournal.
it's been crazy long since i've even TOUCHED a computer, let alone updated this thing. life's been better x3294873294568. drugs = misery.
went to inpatient rehabilitation center in carmel for 40 days. at the time it was the WORST. but now i realize it was the best thing that ever could have happened to me. i never realized how fuuuucked up i was. been clean for the most part, still enjoying life. never thought that could happened. i smoked some pot and relapsed, but pot is pot. but now i just drink. at least i'm still clean from all that other garbage. i have so much more respect for myself now, it's something i haven't felt in 5 years. i miss everybody that i left behind for drugs. and i am trying my hardest to get back to where i was BEFORE my life turned to shit. yeeeeah. got a job. getting a car. kinda lonely, not gunna lie. but fuck guys. things will eventually fall into place, no sense in rushing it. i've got alot to offer and alot of life to live. everything will be okay.
so yeah. DARYL I MISS THE SHIT OUT OF YOU. DORAN PICK UP YOUR PHONE.
that's all. <3
went to inpatient rehabilitation center in carmel for 40 days. at the time it was the WORST. but now i realize it was the best thing that ever could have happened to me. i never realized how fuuuucked up i was. been clean for the most part, still enjoying life. never thought that could happened. i smoked some pot and relapsed, but pot is pot. but now i just drink. at least i'm still clean from all that other garbage. i have so much more respect for myself now, it's something i haven't felt in 5 years. i miss everybody that i left behind for drugs. and i am trying my hardest to get back to where i was BEFORE my life turned to shit. yeeeeah. got a job. getting a car. kinda lonely, not gunna lie. but fuck guys. things will eventually fall into place, no sense in rushing it. i've got alot to offer and alot of life to live. everything will be okay.
so yeah. DARYL I MISS THE SHIT OUT OF YOU. DORAN PICK UP YOUR PHONE.
that's all. <3