"and i will be anxious arms beside myself when there's no one else will you be my answer then?"
so about my dad being an ass?
yeah, it's a true story.
we got into it again monday night and now i:
-have 10pm curfew on weekdays, 12pm on saturdays
-owe him $10 every week
-have to be up by 8am, i can "sleep in" on sundays if i:
a. don't have work
b. don't have to go to church with my parents
-have to do insane amounts of cleaning
i feel like i don't even live here. i feel like i am a slave or a personal worker for them. auston and i talked last night and it's decided- we want out by jan. 5th, 2005. i am going to be doing everything in my power to be able to achieve that goal. i cannot stay here another semester. i will go virtually insane. plus, i've been at blackhawk the past 2 days and i got that sick feeling again. just everything in the quad cities makes me so sad and apathetic... and i just can't handle it anymore. i will get through this semester.. and i WILL do well. and i will show all those asses that think i will drop out again that i WILL NOT and i will do better than them. asses.
in other news-
i got papers from the sec. of state approving me for my permit. now, i just have to wait (again) for more papers to be filed, more money sent in, and more time relying on my parents to take me to school and work.
my schedule for classes--
mon and wed:
math 090- 9-9:50
cs100- 10-11:50
psych 219- 12-12:50
tues and thurs:
math 090- 9-9:50
fri:
math 090- 9-9:50
psych 219- 12-12:50
if anyone would like to provide me with a ride to classes or home, that would be grealy appreciated.. especially this first week because my parents will be gone. i can wait around for someone to get done.. i just need rides. desperately. i'd love you forever if you helped me out. :/
ut oh, i'm over my half hour time limit on the computer. better get going! pff, whatever. living here is so lame
x-posted in myspace. deal with it. :)
yeah, it's a true story.
we got into it again monday night and now i:
-have 10pm curfew on weekdays, 12pm on saturdays
-owe him $10 every week
-have to be up by 8am, i can "sleep in" on sundays if i:
a. don't have work
b. don't have to go to church with my parents
-have to do insane amounts of cleaning
i feel like i don't even live here. i feel like i am a slave or a personal worker for them. auston and i talked last night and it's decided- we want out by jan. 5th, 2005. i am going to be doing everything in my power to be able to achieve that goal. i cannot stay here another semester. i will go virtually insane. plus, i've been at blackhawk the past 2 days and i got that sick feeling again. just everything in the quad cities makes me so sad and apathetic... and i just can't handle it anymore. i will get through this semester.. and i WILL do well. and i will show all those asses that think i will drop out again that i WILL NOT and i will do better than them. asses.
in other news-
i got papers from the sec. of state approving me for my permit. now, i just have to wait (again) for more papers to be filed, more money sent in, and more time relying on my parents to take me to school and work.
my schedule for classes--
mon and wed:
math 090- 9-9:50
cs100- 10-11:50
psych 219- 12-12:50
tues and thurs:
math 090- 9-9:50
fri:
math 090- 9-9:50
psych 219- 12-12:50
if anyone would like to provide me with a ride to classes or home, that would be grealy appreciated.. especially this first week because my parents will be gone. i can wait around for someone to get done.. i just need rides. desperately. i'd love you forever if you helped me out. :/
ut oh, i'm over my half hour time limit on the computer. better get going! pff, whatever. living here is so lame
x-posted in myspace. deal with it. :)