Jul 24, 2006 00:34
Why can't things just remain the same? From small things do losing files from reformatting to seeing(or not seeing) friends. Change is usually good, but I've always been scared of things not staying solid, and it's starting to get on my mind a lot more now. I mean, I wish I could just have everything the same forever, so it could never get better or worse. I can settle for "good"; I don't need perfection. I just want to stay in High School, with all my friends, resposibilities, and everything else the way it is. I'm definently scared for the future and what it brings.
Recently I stayed the weekend over Sarah's house, and I have to say it was amazing. I do have to wonder what would have happened if I went to Jake's LAN, but I have to say I don't think I would change my mind about going to Sarah's if I could. Although I don't think I'll ever watch as many chick flicks and gay things in around 72 hours as I did, the time spent with great friends was worth it.
And now I can officially say I went to a Biker Party.