i actually dont feel like making a big california update.

[__shethought]

I mean, all we really did was catch up a little bit.
It felt like we never left from last year.
We did a loooott of roadtrips and a lot of driving.
Did weird california and took tons of pictures.
went sailing and not once went to the beach.
I didn't really mind, though.
went to trader joe's more times than i could count because the
boys there are gorgeous and quite sweet.
i didn't want to come home even if i missed everyone.
i made a dress. I didn't finish, but i almost did.
we're going to try to beg my dad to let me go for senior year.
since he wouldnt let me live there last year.

ever since i got home, it's rained.
i've only seen a few of my friends.
i've gone to bed way too late and i really cannot wait for school to start.

i hate summer. i really do.
i miss california i miss my grandpa. i miss my friends.
my aunt tried suicide. my mom went to florida.
i'm broke. boys lead me on. friends ditch me.
i'm actually really happy with my life right now.
i kind of like being alone and m.i.a.
i really think i have insomnia or something else that
makes me not want to sleep.

i never really open up to anyone and i really don't like
telling a lot on here.
if you read this whooole thing, thanks.
if you want to know more, i'm sure you know where to contact me.
i guess i'd like to open up, but no one seems to want to know.