I'm tired and I just accidentally deleted my most recent entry. Honestly I have no clue why I did it... Furthermore, I have no clue why I copied the entry....
Best workout of my life. Seriously. I thought I was going to pass out or pop a vein or something. I worked SO HARD. Got a schedule of all the fitness classes at my gym for the next few months so that I may schedule work around the ones that I want to take. Have any of you ever done Pilates? If so, what were they like, and will they kill me?
Maybe my intense workout tonight will make up for the McDonalds I had for lunch and the bacon and eggs I had for dinner.
Fifteen whole days until I am forever out of Westmount. It will be a glorious day to end a mediocre semester to end a stellar four years. Sure, I'll miss Westmount, but I'll miss the old glory of my younger years that are now lost and never to be recovered or even closely resembled. I look at the students now and I just wonder if I was ever like any of them. I can't see the attitude that I and other people I know had back in those days. Every new batch is slowly killing the friendly and carefree atmosphere that I used to experience and cherish all the time. Maybe its just me being all nostalgic again, dreaming of simpler, happier, and relatively stress-free times. Maybe its not Westmount that brought me such joy these past few years, but the people that I experienced Westmount with. They affected my outlook on life, they made the hallways colourful, the classrooms bearable. Now, with almost everyone I hold dear scattered to the wind, my old favourite place to be is just a shell of its former self. Maybe its a shell of MY former self. I made Westmount a part of me, and I am still there... but that connection is gone. I fought hard to keep it alive, but its no use. I've given up trying to be a part of these walls again.
I just finished the research part of my ISU presentation on Friday. My topic: Judaism. Its a pretty half-assed attempt at making a GOOD presentation. On the plus side, I am not starting it the night before its due. Good one, Monica.
My ISU essay is also about 1/2 way done. Go Monica again! Unfortunately I have no time to get it proofread by a student. This is a problem. Maybe I should go to sleep now so that I can write the rest of my essay after school tomorrow instead of napping before work. Yea, that's what I'll do. I can definitely say I can do without projects like these for another 6 months. I just hope I can get back into the swing of things when I actually make it to post-secondary.
yup yup
~monica~