am i really crazy or just tyerd
I can't sleep
being sleepless is not what should be happing
My love is passed out on the floor
and just out side our window I can hear the nabors
talking and laughing at Family Guy
I feel so scaterbrained
I was looking at pictures of some people
I want to have and adventure
I dont want to be a hurmit anymore
and I want brian to come with me
Maybe tomorrow well will drive into no ware
and enjoy it
the nabors are drunk
I dont doubt it
there was a fight with the lanlord and some guy
all i know is the lanlord (fat ugly guy) had his shurt off
and a bat in one hand
we drove out of the parking lot and saw the most white trash thing of all times
a beer can ware the fight must have taken place
I guess you can say there is no way to fall in love with parker ave
now while i am so happy i moved out some part of me wishes i stayed at home
probably the more grown up side of me wants to grow up a little more befor i made such a rash desicion.
but it happend and i dont regret it.
I still want to have a baby more than anything
but the more times i realise that im not and probably am not going to be
the more depressed i get and how i think its going to hurt me more than anything
which is probably true.
but in my life at least so far everything that has been there to hurt me
in the long run never did. it always made me better and stronger.
I miss my house
my mother
my sisters
the kids
everything about my old life
but that was my old life
and now i have a new one
i feel so lost
being sleepless is not what should be happing
My love is passed out on the floor
and just out side our window I can hear the nabors
talking and laughing at Family Guy
I feel so scaterbrained
I was looking at pictures of some people
I want to have and adventure
I dont want to be a hurmit anymore
and I want brian to come with me
Maybe tomorrow well will drive into no ware
and enjoy it
the nabors are drunk
I dont doubt it
there was a fight with the lanlord and some guy
all i know is the lanlord (fat ugly guy) had his shurt off
and a bat in one hand
we drove out of the parking lot and saw the most white trash thing of all times
a beer can ware the fight must have taken place
I guess you can say there is no way to fall in love with parker ave
now while i am so happy i moved out some part of me wishes i stayed at home
probably the more grown up side of me wants to grow up a little more befor i made such a rash desicion.
but it happend and i dont regret it.
I still want to have a baby more than anything
but the more times i realise that im not and probably am not going to be
the more depressed i get and how i think its going to hurt me more than anything
which is probably true.
but in my life at least so far everything that has been there to hurt me
in the long run never did. it always made me better and stronger.
I miss my house
my mother
my sisters
the kids
everything about my old life
but that was my old life
and now i have a new one
i feel so lost