--[ if you don't like my fire; then don't come around*
cause i'm gonna burn one down
so i've never really written anything meaningful here. i have things i need to get off my chest, though.
one. i'm really getting sick of this hometown bullshit. i'm sick of hearing "what should we do, where should we go, there's nothing to do, i hate concord, i'm bored." if you're bored, you're boring. and i don't think concord's so fucking bad so shut the fuck up. yeah, obviously there's way more shit to do in other places. but we live here. here is where we are. we have great friends here. it's safe here. i'm not saying i don't like to be busy and be doing shit and have a plan or be in boston or at a club or watching movies or whatever it is the kids are doing these days... it's just that sometimes i feel like no one appreciates a good conversation, walking around outside, sitting in the park, looking at the sky, going for a drive, playing recess sports or board games or catch phrase, or going swimming. when did these things suddenly become not good enough? it just fucking burns me. it's like... in a month or less we're going to be at college writing six thousand page papers and reading fifty pound books and being broke as a fucking joke... hating our lives, missing our summer and our hometown. this shit just burns me dude.
two. sports politics & drama. juuuustt fucking plaaayyy... and have fun. what the fuckkkkkk.
three. work. i'm driving for yellow sub to make some extra $ under the table. buuut the guy already sounds like a dick, it's cutting into my er time... i think he thinks i'm going to work like every day but that is soooo not going down. ugh. it's just stressing me out. it sucks because i've been so carefree and chilled out this summer. this last year had be so fucking stressed out. i've never felt that before in my life. i hate it. and it's creeping back in which makes me dread school so much.
four. school. there is no football or hockey team at rivier. wtf. lindsay isn't going to be my roommate, i don't want to share a room with anyone else but her. i have no money to pay for this shit. i have to take a STUPID ASS alcohol online course. baaaah
five. complaining. so i'm gonna stop. i ultimately really love everyone. and i just want everyone to get along and i wanna chill and have an awesome rest of the summer with my sweet friends. <3
so i've never really written anything meaningful here. i have things i need to get off my chest, though.
one. i'm really getting sick of this hometown bullshit. i'm sick of hearing "what should we do, where should we go, there's nothing to do, i hate concord, i'm bored." if you're bored, you're boring. and i don't think concord's so fucking bad so shut the fuck up. yeah, obviously there's way more shit to do in other places. but we live here. here is where we are. we have great friends here. it's safe here. i'm not saying i don't like to be busy and be doing shit and have a plan or be in boston or at a club or watching movies or whatever it is the kids are doing these days... it's just that sometimes i feel like no one appreciates a good conversation, walking around outside, sitting in the park, looking at the sky, going for a drive, playing recess sports or board games or catch phrase, or going swimming. when did these things suddenly become not good enough? it just fucking burns me. it's like... in a month or less we're going to be at college writing six thousand page papers and reading fifty pound books and being broke as a fucking joke... hating our lives, missing our summer and our hometown. this shit just burns me dude.
two. sports politics & drama. juuuustt fucking plaaayyy... and have fun. what the fuckkkkkk.
three. work. i'm driving for yellow sub to make some extra $ under the table. buuut the guy already sounds like a dick, it's cutting into my er time... i think he thinks i'm going to work like every day but that is soooo not going down. ugh. it's just stressing me out. it sucks because i've been so carefree and chilled out this summer. this last year had be so fucking stressed out. i've never felt that before in my life. i hate it. and it's creeping back in which makes me dread school so much.
four. school. there is no football or hockey team at rivier. wtf. lindsay isn't going to be my roommate, i don't want to share a room with anyone else but her. i have no money to pay for this shit. i have to take a STUPID ASS alcohol online course. baaaah
five. complaining. so i'm gonna stop. i ultimately really love everyone. and i just want everyone to get along and i wanna chill and have an awesome rest of the summer with my sweet friends. <3