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Have you ever been in a depressed mood, but there really isnt any reason to be? i mean sure, everyone has their problems...but...just lately...ive just felt like im getting pulled under. im not complaining about my life...because i have a great one, but....i really dont know how to explain it.....im not depressed, but i feel like i am. i mean, i have everything that i need, but theres just that empty feeling inside. ughh idk. i just starting crying...but i dont know why....
every song that i have heard has to do with like....love, or its depressing....what the heck.
you know....i really dont like valentines day.....
note: everyone who is going to the gasperilla...please be careful.
um....yeahh....bye bye....give me a call, i offically have no plans....b/c the person i was going to do something with has to babysit 6 kids...from 330-11pm...uuuuuuuuughh!!
♥
my own mother wont even pick up her phone....no one will. i want to go do something. this is so stupid.
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why is it....that the people you need the most, are the ones that you cant get ahold of or are the ones that arent there when you really need them the most? i have 3 best friends....none of which will answer their phones...i have other friends that i call a million times...they wont answer, nor call me back. this is so gay. i think...that the people who feel like how i feel right now, everyday, they are the ones who commit suicide...
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i cried all day yesturday...without a reason...well, you know, i was talking to my mom....and she said...when you feel the way i did yesturday...its because everything was going perfectly fine....my mom's like..."do you remember the other day when you told me that you were seeing like scary people figures that werent really there?"...."yeahhhhhhh why?" "that is just like this....the devil is trying to get you down, b/c you have a great life, and he wants to ruin it...he wanted to scare you...." true true.
anyways.....i kinda like Carrie Underwood...lol. hhaha blah blah. idk what to say...o yeahh i was going to drive to work, BUT my car wouldnt start b/c my dad has yet to get me a new battery. arg!!!
anyone wanna see them with me....actually does anyone wanna see any of the last 3 with me?? lol! ahha
i cant wait till April 20th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) lol he knows.
ANYWAYS.....off to work in a few hours....
what does it mean if okay....i have a mood ring...yeahh b/c im cool like that...and yesturday it was like brown and black...what the heck does that mean?? its usually pink/purple or blue/green!?!?!??! what the heck!!!
ryan and tawnz~ you better mail my letterS!!!!!
♥
every song that i have heard has to do with like....love, or its depressing....what the heck.
you know....i really dont like valentines day.....
note: everyone who is going to the gasperilla...please be careful.
um....yeahh....bye bye....give me a call, i offically have no plans....b/c the person i was going to do something with has to babysit 6 kids...from 330-11pm...uuuuuuuuughh!!
♥
my own mother wont even pick up her phone....no one will. i want to go do something. this is so stupid.
::EDIT::
why is it....that the people you need the most, are the ones that you cant get ahold of or are the ones that arent there when you really need them the most? i have 3 best friends....none of which will answer their phones...i have other friends that i call a million times...they wont answer, nor call me back. this is so gay. i think...that the people who feel like how i feel right now, everyday, they are the ones who commit suicide...
Edit-->
i cried all day yesturday...without a reason...well, you know, i was talking to my mom....and she said...when you feel the way i did yesturday...its because everything was going perfectly fine....my mom's like..."do you remember the other day when you told me that you were seeing like scary people figures that werent really there?"...."yeahhhhhhh why?" "that is just like this....the devil is trying to get you down, b/c you have a great life, and he wants to ruin it...he wanted to scare you...." true true.
anyways.....i kinda like Carrie Underwood...lol. hhaha blah blah. idk what to say...o yeahh i was going to drive to work, BUT my car wouldnt start b/c my dad has yet to get me a new battery. arg!!!
- Movies i want to see....
- Annapolis
- When a Stranger Calls
- Last Holiday
- Memoirs of a Geisha
- Tristan & Isolde
- Curious George
anyone wanna see them with me....actually does anyone wanna see any of the last 3 with me?? lol! ahha
i cant wait till April 20th!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =) lol he knows.
ANYWAYS.....off to work in a few hours....
what does it mean if okay....i have a mood ring...yeahh b/c im cool like that...and yesturday it was like brown and black...what the heck does that mean?? its usually pink/purple or blue/green!?!?!??! what the heck!!!
ryan and tawnz~ you better mail my letterS!!!!!
♥