an empty fish tank, with rotting water.
ever have those classes where you just sit and count the seconds as they go by? and its like time completely stops, purely because you want it to go faster. we're all in such a rush, to grow up, to be in love, to be 18, to be able to drive. and i've had a realization, i'm young, and i'm okay with it. i take things one step at a time, and that will never change. love makes people crazy, and for right now, i am going to try and ignore my crush on a boy, and try to focus on getting through the next month, because i know its going to be a blur of studying, crying, frustration, swimming, over heating, watching scary movies with my sister after school, and living. everyday, i look forward to coming home with kels to an empty house, and eating and watching whatever stupid and cheasy scary movie we can find on tv. i dont think she knows what just being around her means to me, i know shes 18, and has lots to do, but i wish i could help her more. i love her more than anything, despite our diffrences and short fights. and i've also realized, love makes people completely crazy and self centered, and i am completely bitter towards what all of them have. but i'm patient. anyways. enough. time to get ready. -hayley. (pee ess, your a fuck-ass).