just caught in the undertow
Well today I took the day off work. I was feeling sick so I called up melissa and asked if she could come over and comfort me. We were cuddling like crazy. She touched my leg and I got chills up and down my spine.
Then all these thoughts came back. I realized how much I miss Courtney. I miss her eyes and the way she looks at me.
I got so uncomfortable so I told her to leave because I was tired. She insisted on staying though. We went into the bedroom, and she held me.
I havent felt this way since courtney.
I'm afraid of this feeling. Is it wrong to want her so badly? Im afraid that i might just be using her to get over courtney.
I need help. :(
Then all these thoughts came back. I realized how much I miss Courtney. I miss her eyes and the way she looks at me.
I got so uncomfortable so I told her to leave because I was tired. She insisted on staying though. We went into the bedroom, and she held me.
I havent felt this way since courtney.
I'm afraid of this feeling. Is it wrong to want her so badly? Im afraid that i might just be using her to get over courtney.
I need help. :(