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my great grandmother died.
my grandma is in the hospital again, it isn't looking very good.
i have yet another illness and am on horse pills that piss my esophagus off
my doctor decided it was time for me go for a CT scan,
and to go see the ear nose and throat man, along with an allergist.
i thought after school ended things would calm down,
but it has only become worse.
there has definitely been a dramatic shift
not only in my life, but in everyone's around me.
things are in chaos.
and it only makes me want you here even more,
because i'm ready for things to settle down
and for my life to have some sort of balance again.
and at least if you were here,
i would at least be able to feel okay about one part of my life.
i have been over everything and everyone for so long now,
i've been ready to move on with my life and grow up,
and the events of these past few days have only proven to me
how much i have changed and grown, and just how ready i am.
my grandma is in the hospital again, it isn't looking very good.
i have yet another illness and am on horse pills that piss my esophagus off
my doctor decided it was time for me go for a CT scan,
and to go see the ear nose and throat man, along with an allergist.
i thought after school ended things would calm down,
but it has only become worse.
there has definitely been a dramatic shift
not only in my life, but in everyone's around me.
things are in chaos.
and it only makes me want you here even more,
because i'm ready for things to settle down
and for my life to have some sort of balance again.
and at least if you were here,
i would at least be able to feel okay about one part of my life.
i have been over everything and everyone for so long now,
i've been ready to move on with my life and grow up,
and the events of these past few days have only proven to me
how much i have changed and grown, and just how ready i am.