Entry 17; Throw it away

[__shadow_cruise]

Bah.... I haven't updated in a while. I haven't really been online at all though. My reasons for getting on are becoming fewer and fewer.

Not even real sure what I posted about last time.. but anyway, here's the latest scoop.

My Mom "officially" left asshole. I can't fully believe her when she says that because she's told me a million and thirty-

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[figureight]

Im so proud of your mom! I hope she really does stay gone, truly!
Haha, linds I love you, dont ever be stupid like me or your momma, truly.

Im tired of my journal too. I havent told anyone yet(keep it on the D.O fo' sho') nor have I offically movied, but my new journal in a few months will be oh__ophelia add it to your new journal with figureight. ;)

[__shadow_cruise]

Mk, Delicious Ass Cookie.

I shall do that, as soon as I make it. Not sure what it'll be yet though. Any suggestions?

and what is D.O.? Lmao. I'm so foul in the sense of lacking intelligence.

[figureight]

Lmao, DO is downlow, as in dont tell anyone. I dunno how many people I want knowing. I might keep figureight alive and post like once every 2 weeks and only take a very select few people with me to oh__ophelia. Any name suggestions? SlutMuffin. Crotch__Cake. Something sexual, its you linds.

[__shadow_cruise]

I thought that was DL.. downlow. Like gay black men that say they're straight but enjoy having sex with other masculine men... ohh noo, you aren't gay... not at all.. that's so not a gay thing to do.. having sex with men is sooo heterosexual...

lmfao.. sorry. people are so in denial though.

and yeah.. I know! sex! aah me! with my penis fetish.. but I want something more deep.. and not vagina deep.. but meaningfull. possibly secretly meaningful.. like an inside joke without the funny part. something only I know.. and maybe the people that are close to me.

[figureight]

Lmao, girl where in the hell did that come from?

LMAO vagina deep.
Like..... Dreamlessleep or something,lol

[__shadow_cruise]

SORTA.. cept that doesn't sound like me. lmao.

maybe i'll just fixate upon my newly favorite word that nobody really gets even though it's uber easy... "oddicity"

[figureight]

Lmao I was trying to pull something outta my ass. Im sick!

Oddictitysway, lmao I dunno

[figureight]

that and im honestly waiting for my life to get better before I move LJ's. Job wise, mentally wise, health wise, and socially. I dont want to start off a new journal depressed and emo. It taints the "auora" of my new lj with emo vibes. Thats just too rachel (oop!)

[__shadow_cruise]

and rofl. I know whatcha mean.. I think that's why the majority of my journal's don't last.. cause they all became tainted.

and that baker bitch doesn't talk to me anymore. she's so stank like that. -sigh-

[figureight]

See, I dont wana start it off all "Entry 1: New Journal the last had too many memories of Andrew Australian Cunt. So im depressed adn wana die, mkay bye"

She is such a cunt roll!

[__shadow_cruise]

cunt roll -giggle- tastes like tuna sushi..

and exactly. "entry 1: fuck you, fuck me.. fuck it all."

bad....

"entry 1: OH JUSTIN, HARDER! "

good...... veeerry.... good

[figureight]

LMAO oh *hurl*

LMFAO.OH OH I wana start one like that. Cept with christan bale, he can leave his wife and kids.

[__shadow_cruise]

ohhh my head hurts. dayum girl, you keep me up EVEN later. lmfao. not cool.

it's alright though cause we haven't had our pure oddicity girl talk in a hot minute. making up for loss time. i'll talk to you more tonight though cause i'm bout to get nekkid and go to sleep and orgasm while dreaming of the sexiest man on the fact of this.. whatever. planet, world, universe.. existence...

it's so fucking pathetic, that I really believe that i'm actually in love with that boy.. and i'd marry him tomorrow if he asked..

even if he pulled my hair and slapped me and was all MARRY ME, YOU FUCKING BITCH! i'd be all... YES MASTER

and i'm not even into that kinky shit...

[figureight]

Lmfao I suck right.

Lmao! Really? I imagined you with some kink.

[__shadow_cruise]

oh sure. if we were having sex.. it'd probably get hot enough to cook a gourmet meal on our flesh.. which actually sounds kinda gross..

but not THAT kinky.. all rough and mean.. at least not with him. it'd be all sensual and slow and then kinda fast.. and slow and fast.. -orgasm- sorry.. beyond that.. there might be the occasion roughness.. and definitely some dirty talk..

but no.. nothing like.. that..

unless he wanted too

YES MASTER!

[figureight]

Se, I like it rough. Well I suppose sometimes slow and sensual is good, but bondage im fine with. As lud'a says, ROUGH SEX MAKE IT HURRT IN THE GARDEN OR IN THE DIRRT.

lmao!