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I figured I'd give livejournal a whirl since it has been a while. A lot has happened in the past few weeks that I still can't seem to get ahold of.
Bad habits have started‚ some kicked. And the decent of my personality was recovered. I'm pretty proud of myself. There are still spots that need improving but that's nothing new. I added a job into my usually boring and usually available schedule. And a new sidekick to consume the rest of it. I still can't figure out what the fuck happened last night....and I was fully aware of what was going on around me and completely sober. It was just unexpected, I guess. I managed to snag a boyfriend. He's a pretty good one yet I still find myself trying to adjust to the whole dating situation. I've been outta commission for a while so its a little difficult to fully handle. I'm back to skipping school again. Not as frequently but, I just lack any real compassion to go. Whatever. I'm also not used to publically devulging so much personal information so, whoever reads this, it might be a waste of time or a real friends page hog. Spring break has basically started and I'm not even excited. Maybe its because school isn't a huge challenge. Hell if I know.
I'm looking forward to this summer though. I'm going to Boulder, Colorado to see what its all about. Its all hollistic there and christianity isn't prominant so it sounds like right up me and my Ma's alley. Then I'm visiting my Pops in New Hampshire and Boston. I can take somebody with me. I picked AJ but idk if he can come so I'm taking applicants. (Kandrea)
Maybe its PMS but nothing fully excites me anymore. I feel like I'm right back to where I started, without drugs.
Great. I'm done spilling my guts.
Bad habits have started‚ some kicked. And the decent of my personality was recovered. I'm pretty proud of myself. There are still spots that need improving but that's nothing new. I added a job into my usually boring and usually available schedule. And a new sidekick to consume the rest of it. I still can't figure out what the fuck happened last night....and I was fully aware of what was going on around me and completely sober. It was just unexpected, I guess. I managed to snag a boyfriend. He's a pretty good one yet I still find myself trying to adjust to the whole dating situation. I've been outta commission for a while so its a little difficult to fully handle. I'm back to skipping school again. Not as frequently but, I just lack any real compassion to go. Whatever. I'm also not used to publically devulging so much personal information so, whoever reads this, it might be a waste of time or a real friends page hog. Spring break has basically started and I'm not even excited. Maybe its because school isn't a huge challenge. Hell if I know.
I'm looking forward to this summer though. I'm going to Boulder, Colorado to see what its all about. Its all hollistic there and christianity isn't prominant so it sounds like right up me and my Ma's alley. Then I'm visiting my Pops in New Hampshire and Boston. I can take somebody with me. I picked AJ but idk if he can come so I'm taking applicants. (Kandrea)
Maybe its PMS but nothing fully excites me anymore. I feel like I'm right back to where I started, without drugs.
Great. I'm done spilling my guts.