Late Night Survey. And a weird one at that.
2:00 am - Different and difference.
I see: Computer screen (obvious), Wine Glass (I drink all my beverages this way, or from a mug. Regular cups aren't interesting), a Rose (mike), Purple Sunblock (beach), Apple Core, Bluebbery Pie with spoon, Lamp, Pink nails.
I need: Nothing really. Money maybe. A car, oh, A LICENSE.
I find: Alot of conventional things to be chillingly uncoventional.
I want: To get that feeling, "comfort", I think that's what they call it. & To visit Ukraine.
I have: Incentive, common sense (most of the time), free will, & loving surroundings.
I wish: You could never get full. You could just keep eating food and enjoy the taste without having to stop.
I love: Music, honesty, activity, coziness, cleanliness.
I hate: Too much to write here.
I miss: My childhood, my grandparents & cousins. My dad, too.
I fear: Losing & failing, being dependant on circumstance. Spiders and crawly buggies.
I feel: Quiet, Alone, Contemplative.
I hear: The sound of me typing this.
I smell: Nothing. I try to keep my room free from anything smelly.
I crave: This is getting repetative. See I miss & I want.
I search: For food. For a decision.
I wonder: If I'll ever sum up to be what I want to be.
I regret: I try not to regret, actually.
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: Less than 2 hours ago.
Laughed?: Tonight.
Cried?: Not recently.
Bought something?: This evening, about 7 PM.
Danced?: I had a dance party for two on Saturday night. The neighbors came a-knockin'.
Were sarcastic?: Maybe earlier in the survey? If not, this evening definatly.
Kissed someone?: Tonight.
Talked to an ex?: Less than 2 days ago.
Watched your favorite movie?: I don't have a favorite. I've been fond of The Dreamers, though. Saw that like 2 weeks ago.
Had a nightmare?: Oh my fucking god. Saturday night I dreampt of a huge ass spider and apparently screamed my little lungs out & scared the crap out of Mike, who thought we were being killed by someone. He had to grasp me, arms and all, and tell me to breathe, before I had a heart attack in the middle of the night. Prior to this, nightmares were of no major concern.
A Last time for everything ...
Last book you read: I don't know. I'm reading The Da Vinci Code right now...last book I actually finished was probably Brave New World.
Last movie you saw: Cindarella Man.
Last song you heard: Some Belle & Sebastian song.
Last thing you had to drink: Arizona Green Tea with Ginseng & Honey. What else?
Last time you showered: Last night =X.
Last thing you ate: A green, Granny Smith apple.
Do You ...
Smoke?: No.
Do drugs?: No.
Have sex?: Yes.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: No.
Live in the moment?: If the future isn't too bleak.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: No.
Play an instrument?: No.
Believe there is life on other planets?: Yes.
Remember your first love?: Yes.
Still love him/her?: In a quiet, distant way. He's changed, though. It's merely liking now.
Read the newspaper?: No.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yes.
Believe in miracles?: Not particularly.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: I think so.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: In relationships, yes. Friendships, no.
Consider love a mistake?: Dumb question.
Like the taste of alcohol?: No.
Have a favorite candy?: Probably real Belgian Truffles (white chocolate ones).
Believe in astrology?: If I feel like it.
Believe in magic?: No.
Believe in God?: NO.
Pray?: Fuck No.
Go to church?: Once a year, on Ukrainian Easter (which I skipped this year, too).
Have any secrets?: Yeah.
Have any pets: Keeeeetie. But, she's more like a roomate who I'm obligated to feed.
Do well in school?: Yeah.
Go to or plan to go to college?: CCM.
Have a major?: ART START, as of now. What a joke.
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: Yeah. Curious.
Wear hats?: No.
Have any piercings?: Two on each ear.
Have any tattoos?: No.
Hate yourself?: Mostly, no.
Have an obsession?: Hm. I like things, but I doubt its obsessive.
Have a secret crush?: I guess.
Do they know yet?: Don't know.
Collect anything?: Quiet feelings, kissies, and tid bits of knowledge. Uncomfy situations and surroundings, too.
Have a best friend?: Yes.
Wish on stars?: Eyelashes, actually.
Like your handwriting?: Nah.
Have any bad habits?: I think I do.
Care about looks?: Yes.
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: Yes.
Friends and other people?: In a way, I guess.
Believe in witches?: No.
Believe in Satan?: Idk. Jack proved to have conjured him.
Believe in ghosts?: Blah. I'm alone in an empty apartment. Next Question.
Tommorow (well, today now) is the one year, one month anniversary <3. Any reason is a good reason to eat Crab at Red Lobster.
Summah-time and the living is eeeaaasy.
I see: Computer screen (obvious), Wine Glass (I drink all my beverages this way, or from a mug. Regular cups aren't interesting), a Rose (mike), Purple Sunblock (beach), Apple Core, Bluebbery Pie with spoon, Lamp, Pink nails.
I need: Nothing really. Money maybe. A car, oh, A LICENSE.
I find: Alot of conventional things to be chillingly uncoventional.
I want: To get that feeling, "comfort", I think that's what they call it. & To visit Ukraine.
I have: Incentive, common sense (most of the time), free will, & loving surroundings.
I wish: You could never get full. You could just keep eating food and enjoy the taste without having to stop.
I love: Music, honesty, activity, coziness, cleanliness.
I hate: Too much to write here.
I miss: My childhood, my grandparents & cousins. My dad, too.
I fear: Losing & failing, being dependant on circumstance. Spiders and crawly buggies.
I feel: Quiet, Alone, Contemplative.
I hear: The sound of me typing this.
I smell: Nothing. I try to keep my room free from anything smelly.
I crave: This is getting repetative. See I miss & I want.
I search: For food. For a decision.
I wonder: If I'll ever sum up to be what I want to be.
I regret: I try not to regret, actually.
When was the last time you ...
Smiled?: Less than 2 hours ago.
Laughed?: Tonight.
Cried?: Not recently.
Bought something?: This evening, about 7 PM.
Danced?: I had a dance party for two on Saturday night. The neighbors came a-knockin'.
Were sarcastic?: Maybe earlier in the survey? If not, this evening definatly.
Kissed someone?: Tonight.
Talked to an ex?: Less than 2 days ago.
Watched your favorite movie?: I don't have a favorite. I've been fond of The Dreamers, though. Saw that like 2 weeks ago.
Had a nightmare?: Oh my fucking god. Saturday night I dreampt of a huge ass spider and apparently screamed my little lungs out & scared the crap out of Mike, who thought we were being killed by someone. He had to grasp me, arms and all, and tell me to breathe, before I had a heart attack in the middle of the night. Prior to this, nightmares were of no major concern.
A Last time for everything ...
Last book you read: I don't know. I'm reading The Da Vinci Code right now...last book I actually finished was probably Brave New World.
Last movie you saw: Cindarella Man.
Last song you heard: Some Belle & Sebastian song.
Last thing you had to drink: Arizona Green Tea with Ginseng & Honey. What else?
Last time you showered: Last night =X.
Last thing you ate: A green, Granny Smith apple.
Do You ...
Smoke?: No.
Do drugs?: No.
Have sex?: Yes.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: No.
Live in the moment?: If the future isn't too bleak.
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: Yes.
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: No.
Play an instrument?: No.
Believe there is life on other planets?: Yes.
Remember your first love?: Yes.
Still love him/her?: In a quiet, distant way. He's changed, though. It's merely liking now.
Read the newspaper?: No.
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: Yes.
Believe in miracles?: Not particularly.
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: I think so.
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: In relationships, yes. Friendships, no.
Consider love a mistake?: Dumb question.
Like the taste of alcohol?: No.
Have a favorite candy?: Probably real Belgian Truffles (white chocolate ones).
Believe in astrology?: If I feel like it.
Believe in magic?: No.
Believe in God?: NO.
Pray?: Fuck No.
Go to church?: Once a year, on Ukrainian Easter (which I skipped this year, too).
Have any secrets?: Yeah.
Have any pets: Keeeeetie. But, she's more like a roomate who I'm obligated to feed.
Do well in school?: Yeah.
Go to or plan to go to college?: CCM.
Have a major?: ART START, as of now. What a joke.
Talk to strangers who instant message you?: Yeah. Curious.
Wear hats?: No.
Have any piercings?: Two on each ear.
Have any tattoos?: No.
Hate yourself?: Mostly, no.
Have an obsession?: Hm. I like things, but I doubt its obsessive.
Have a secret crush?: I guess.
Do they know yet?: Don't know.
Collect anything?: Quiet feelings, kissies, and tid bits of knowledge. Uncomfy situations and surroundings, too.
Have a best friend?: Yes.
Wish on stars?: Eyelashes, actually.
Like your handwriting?: Nah.
Have any bad habits?: I think I do.
Care about looks?: Yes.
Boy/girlfriend's looks?: Yes.
Friends and other people?: In a way, I guess.
Believe in witches?: No.
Believe in Satan?: Idk. Jack proved to have conjured him.
Believe in ghosts?: Blah. I'm alone in an empty apartment. Next Question.
Tommorow (well, today now) is the one year, one month anniversary <3. Any reason is a good reason to eat Crab at Red Lobster.
Summah-time and the living is eeeaaasy.