Let go, There's beauty in the breakdown
I've considered writing an entry about senior year and people important to me and such, but anything I have to say about my friends is stuff they probably already know from yearbook entries and such.
I'm having mixed feelings about summer. Late nights out with friends and parties and such are good but the amount of work i have isnt. I have about 60 hours a week on average which is really too much, but I guess i'll deal with it. Camp isn't so bad now that I got promoted, but idk...as much as I love it I also hate it at times. I just think that the same job for 4 years now is enough and its time to move on.
I want out of jersey. I'll miss some people and things but the vast majority I could do without. Actually, as bad as it sounds, I could probably do without everything and be perfectly happy. Like, we all talk about how we want to keep in touch and we are upset about leaving people behind but at the same time if we never talked to anyone we were friends with in high school again everyone would be just fine because its a new life, new friends, new experiences. Do I really need anyone from the past if my main goal of going to college is to make a new life and forget about what i leave behind here? Probably not. Will i keep in touch anyway? Probably, although who knows if thats a good thing.
53 days until i can start over
I'm having mixed feelings about summer. Late nights out with friends and parties and such are good but the amount of work i have isnt. I have about 60 hours a week on average which is really too much, but I guess i'll deal with it. Camp isn't so bad now that I got promoted, but idk...as much as I love it I also hate it at times. I just think that the same job for 4 years now is enough and its time to move on.
I want out of jersey. I'll miss some people and things but the vast majority I could do without. Actually, as bad as it sounds, I could probably do without everything and be perfectly happy. Like, we all talk about how we want to keep in touch and we are upset about leaving people behind but at the same time if we never talked to anyone we were friends with in high school again everyone would be just fine because its a new life, new friends, new experiences. Do I really need anyone from the past if my main goal of going to college is to make a new life and forget about what i leave behind here? Probably not. Will i keep in touch anyway? Probably, although who knows if thats a good thing.
53 days until i can start over