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Mar 09, 2005 00:16

So I'm sitting in my chair staring at my laptop screen at 12:17 on Tuesday night. I'm listening to Mozart. It makes me think, this makes the other music I listen to seem like shit. I think I'm going to start listening to more classical on top of what I already listen to. It's relaxing and it makes you think about life. and i like that a lot.I would like to take piano lessons again. Very much so. So I could play this music every night. Seriously, this song is so beautiful and I love it. Moonlight sonata. Also, one man's dream by Yanni has always been a favorite. You best be listening to it if you have a heart. I have a horrid headache and I'm sore all over from track. I didn't go to school today because I didnt hear my alarm and I woke up to my dad asking me if I wanted to stay home and sleep. But it was already 10 and I was so tired. I slept untill 3. I went online and went in a chatroom like always with my best friends. Things are going well right now. I <3 Greg and he wants to ask me now, I shall accept. Blake <3's Ryan and when they meet i know he'll love her and she will love him and so they will eventually go out. and with Catherine, she <3's Alex and Alex <3's her as well. They will get close I can see it. So our lonliness is taking a break.

You know, I cant stop thinking about life.Just everything.The way we live and..I dont know. Why? why do we do the things we do?Why do we have to work so hard to stay alive?Can love last forever?Why are people different?Why do we learn things we don't need to know? Why do the seasons change?Why can't everyone have a happy life? Most people live life and say thats the way it goes, but I think more into it. Then reality comes and I dont want to believe it. I'm just a little girl. I can't change the way of life, it has always been this way. But no ne will think this way and if they do, they wont make an effort to change it. What kind of world are we living it?I wish everything made sense.Goodnight x3.
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