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Ok so if you've never had a completely life changing experience I wont expect you to understand this. Ok so last night after work my friend adam came over ,and we just kinda chilled and hung out for awhile . "So how's your walk with god been going lately," he asked. I told him that honestly I had'nt felt god in my life for a while. "Well, how have you been otherwise ?" I told him how things had been off since wes died, how me and brittany hardly ever talk anymore,how lately school for me has been one long day full of people threatening to jump me. Then after listening he told me about how things had been back sliding in his faith lately how he had been falling back into his old life and how he had been in places that he had never thought he would be again. I wont tell his whole story because some of its personal, but while he was in one of these places he met an old friend of his. His friend asked him what he was doing there ,and he told them that he was just having a good time. WHen he asked his friend the same question he smiled and told him that he and bunch of others were goign to dothans local hot spots and witnessing. Adam told me how he felt so ashamed and how he and his friend prayed about it later that night and how hes been hanging around with a different group of people lately and how his walk has grown so much deeper. While he told me this I began to realise something for the first time in a long time that I wanted god in my life . I wanted something more than just a small faith that I could use as an excuse anytime anyone asked me if I was saved. I prayed so long and so hard and I felt gods presence. Everything that had been bothering me lately suddenly slid into the background. I read my bible for the first time in months last night and I understood it it was like I was addicted to gods word all of a sudden all I wanted to do was continues reading I didnt stop until three hours later when I couldnt even keep my eyes open! I rededicated my life to christ last night and I know that to some people that might not mean much but I felt that I just had to tell this story because I've never experienced something like it and my head is still spinning over this amazing feeling that I have. later guys