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Well today i helped jason move and so was adan so that was cool that i got to talk to him again. we used to be such god friends. and i didnt get to go the mall today. i didnt really want to but i had to look for bday presents. i feel so isolated from ny bestest friend, i dont even know if its fair to call her that, its more like im on a little island with me, myself, and I. and im just watching them go by or sumthing. i hate it i want it to go away, ive never felt this before. and im whining like a little baby who wants a popsicle stick or something. maybe i thinkn i need to spend time with my self. ill go see garden state with myself one of these days.