take my hand, come with me, into this crystal scenery...
How fun. Last week i missed four days of school due to illness. (thank god, we found out it wasn't strep. eww.) But yeah.. i'm getting better, but all i want to do is sleep, and i'm still all weak... and i never want to eat anything, so i have to make myself so i don't end up losing all this weight and looking all anorexic (again, eww.) though i'm sure taking a few pounds off wouldn't be too bad.
so i came down with this thing, and my family basically thinks i'm dying. my mom like, didn't want me to walk- and yeah, sure, my legs completely gave out friday morning and my calves were like spazming (it was scary) but i have to walk sometime, and if i can, i will. anyways i did lots of walking today, and i'm perfectly fine (save the pillow of fatigue being shoved murderly into my face)
but yeah they really thought i was dying or something. like,... relatives came down to see me... and brought me flowers and shit... yeah i'm thankful but it was really fucking annoying, i mean, im sick, i don't have some terminal disease or something.
well anyways i went to school on friday, but then my legs gave out and i felt all ... not good... and i didn't even make it to second period. my daddy came and got me. i love my daddy. he gave me back my ipod.. :)!
well i went today for the whole day, and i have SO MUCH MAKE UP WORK.
i am going to be so damn stressed this week. i have tons of make up work, and all this stuff due by Thursday :
an entire research paper to do, on top of my entire folder for drivers ed (because i'm a procrastinating little bitch), a whole fucking monologue to memorize, the spanish written exam, a spanish test,
and today i had to stay afterschool to make up a biology test.
and i was doing so well! but with all this work, i'll never finish :(
watch me fail all my classes YAY!
i haven't seen anyone in ages. AGES. i'll see demi tomorrow, definite +.
haha bri and kirby were like "Kirsten! it seems like i haven't seen you in forever!" how true that is.
everyone else thought i was skipping.
gee , jump to those conclusions why don't ya.
i'm in the library... fun stuff. i should be doing my work, but instead... i'm not. go figure. i'll work later. yup. procrastination. fun fun.
i went to kfc and got a small popcorn chicken and a coke. not because i was hungry, but because i hadn't eaten.
i don't know, i feel bad when i don't eat. prolly cuz my parents, they like went haywire on me, they thought i was anorexic ( HA yeah right ) and were all.. suspicious and drilled food into me like "eat eat eat!" some form of brainwashing like "not eating is bad. very very bad"
eating is good. but i'm not hungry so i don't want to eat. of course...i've been saying that for the past six days. my parents freakin bought me those, meal replacement shake thingies to make sure i get my nutrients. how lame. i have enough nutrients in this bod to last me quite a long time. i don't know, maybe they have suspicions... like in a few days we'll all find ourselves in a wasteland with no food or water, where everything is contaminated. uh oh, the bombs are coming. everyone find cover (hah like that'll help ya. get under the desks children! that'll save you from the nuclear explosions!)
dude why am i typing so much!! bah, i should shut up.
not yet.
silk got her pick back. that made me happy . my monologue is wierd. oooh guess what though, i found TWO books on gay and lesbian marriage in the tiny library next to the school! my paper is gonna rock. so damn hard.
YAYS FOR GAYS!!!!
there's an empty package of fruit snacks next to me.
i despise fruit snacks.
BAH
<3
so i came down with this thing, and my family basically thinks i'm dying. my mom like, didn't want me to walk- and yeah, sure, my legs completely gave out friday morning and my calves were like spazming (it was scary) but i have to walk sometime, and if i can, i will. anyways i did lots of walking today, and i'm perfectly fine (save the pillow of fatigue being shoved murderly into my face)
but yeah they really thought i was dying or something. like,... relatives came down to see me... and brought me flowers and shit... yeah i'm thankful but it was really fucking annoying, i mean, im sick, i don't have some terminal disease or something.
well anyways i went to school on friday, but then my legs gave out and i felt all ... not good... and i didn't even make it to second period. my daddy came and got me. i love my daddy. he gave me back my ipod.. :)!
well i went today for the whole day, and i have SO MUCH MAKE UP WORK.
i am going to be so damn stressed this week. i have tons of make up work, and all this stuff due by Thursday :
an entire research paper to do, on top of my entire folder for drivers ed (because i'm a procrastinating little bitch), a whole fucking monologue to memorize, the spanish written exam, a spanish test,
and today i had to stay afterschool to make up a biology test.
and i was doing so well! but with all this work, i'll never finish :(
watch me fail all my classes YAY!
i haven't seen anyone in ages. AGES. i'll see demi tomorrow, definite +.
haha bri and kirby were like "Kirsten! it seems like i haven't seen you in forever!" how true that is.
everyone else thought i was skipping.
gee , jump to those conclusions why don't ya.
i'm in the library... fun stuff. i should be doing my work, but instead... i'm not. go figure. i'll work later. yup. procrastination. fun fun.
i went to kfc and got a small popcorn chicken and a coke. not because i was hungry, but because i hadn't eaten.
i don't know, i feel bad when i don't eat. prolly cuz my parents, they like went haywire on me, they thought i was anorexic ( HA yeah right ) and were all.. suspicious and drilled food into me like "eat eat eat!" some form of brainwashing like "not eating is bad. very very bad"
eating is good. but i'm not hungry so i don't want to eat. of course...i've been saying that for the past six days. my parents freakin bought me those, meal replacement shake thingies to make sure i get my nutrients. how lame. i have enough nutrients in this bod to last me quite a long time. i don't know, maybe they have suspicions... like in a few days we'll all find ourselves in a wasteland with no food or water, where everything is contaminated. uh oh, the bombs are coming. everyone find cover (hah like that'll help ya. get under the desks children! that'll save you from the nuclear explosions!)
dude why am i typing so much!! bah, i should shut up.
not yet.
silk got her pick back. that made me happy . my monologue is wierd. oooh guess what though, i found TWO books on gay and lesbian marriage in the tiny library next to the school! my paper is gonna rock. so damn hard.
YAYS FOR GAYS!!!!
there's an empty package of fruit snacks next to me.
i despise fruit snacks.
BAH
<3