4 years
I thought I was over everything when I realized I haven't even begun to truly heal.
You can't keep coming back into my life with all these false expectations and fake hopes. All you do is build my spirits so you can bring me down and watch me crash. I hate it. I hate you. I love you too. I can't even explain it. You've made me so numb to everything around me.
When I hear things you've done with other girls I don't sit home and cry anymore, I expect it and accept it. I know how many times you say it isn't true and you "didn't do anything". That was your famous line, right? But I can see it in the eyes of those fucking girls and I can't do this anymore.
I won't try to make someone love me anymore.
Happy Birthday.
You can't keep coming back into my life with all these false expectations and fake hopes. All you do is build my spirits so you can bring me down and watch me crash. I hate it. I hate you. I love you too. I can't even explain it. You've made me so numb to everything around me.
When I hear things you've done with other girls I don't sit home and cry anymore, I expect it and accept it. I know how many times you say it isn't true and you "didn't do anything". That was your famous line, right? But I can see it in the eyes of those fucking girls and I can't do this anymore.
I won't try to make someone love me anymore.
Happy Birthday.