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what a weird few days... like you know how one thing goes wrong then every thing starts just going wrong... it did that.. starting pry sunday night when ak told me he kissed sarah. then i got a ticket for 220 dollars and 2 points on my licence then i have a nice dent in my car and my parents have been pissed at me then i got in trouble for not coming home after work and stuff. and i havnt really been talking to dawn and stuff.. just things have been weird... but i talked to andrew and stuff like that was never that big of a deal. but then i told my parents about my ticket and my dent, we did the whole arguing type of deal for like 2 hours. which is fucked up cuz now they know i smoke and drink and smoke cigarettes and shit... they just dont want it in the house and shit and they just want me to talk to them and shit cuz i mean they dont know me i go days with out even seeing my dad and when i do its like hi bye type of things and so they dont know if i am responsible and stuff ya know... so i mean if they are gonna be cool and not freak out on me about all that shit thats the least i can do ya know is actually act like i live here and have parents ya know. so its cool.. things are cool. dawn is coming over in a little bit and stuff so i can update her on all of this. me and andrew are doing good... a month and 10 days today... not long but still. he took me to this sushi place today which some of it was really gross some was good. I love that kid. I really do... tomarrow we are gonna go look for a system and shit for him i do belive cuz he bought a car finally. i wish i was like him and just had tons of money and was like hey lets buy this car and then after we do that go buy every thing i need for a sweet ass system and pimp it out fucking right now... i have to wait like years to save that kind of money haha and all he has to do is ask me for a ride to the bank. lets go get my dreads right now. lets go fucking spend 45 dollas for 2 people to eat. lets go spend 80 dollas on weed one day and then the next do it again...heres 40 dollars for gas, oh heres another 20 incase you get thirsty or somthing. or here ill pay yer ticket for you so yer parents dont get pissed. i mean if i had money i would do all that shit fer him but i dont have money so i feel bad. fuck i need to save alot of money or win the lottery haha. but yeah i feel so much better now like andrew was asking me today if i felt ok i seemed like sad/depressed the last couple days, and i didnt know ya know i was just like eh but things are all better now haha. i cant wait fer the morning haha, all i do is like go over to aks, give him the keys to my truck i pass out in his bed for the 2 hours he is gone then he comes back... ee i love his bed and he has a comfy pillow haha not as good as mine though. but ok im gonna wait fer dawn to get hurr... luvs bitches!