i could live in this moment for all time
ok so halloween was the best ever.
i went trick or treating with megan.joanna.channel.and jackie.
megan was an angel. jackie was the devil.channel was left over meat loaf!!!!.and jo was ummmmm wearing all black? im not sure what she was but she looked cute
i went as an alien!i had tinfoil wraped around my butt and i had this large ear things.
i was hott.lol
and so were walking around getting candy and out of no where my phone rings and its a number ive never seen so i answer it and im like hello?and it was KC gosh i seriously like this boy tons!ok but ya and hes all so what you doing right now and im like im walking around my friends neighborhood trick or treating DUH.and he was like well i wanted to no if you wanted to hang out with us.i was like HELL YA BOOYAH IM DITCHING THIS FAG FACES.i didnt really say that but ya NEWAYS i was like well im going home around 9 but ya id be down, chillin with my fly boys. lol im a queer like that but ya.so i ended up going home ealier so i could see him ealier.and i get home and call my bestest friend in the HOLE world beth to see if shes home from her aunt moes and she is.so im like YAY your coming out with me.kc.beau.john.and ricky and shes like TOTALLY MAN. so she roller blades over and we wait at the park for them to come pick our silly asses up because if they came to my house my dogs would bark and wake my dad up and i wouldnt of been able to go because my dad would of been like OH HELL NO.but ya so we go to applebees and kc and beau start making fun of me for being straight edge so i gave them a few elbows to the face!because im a gangsta like that homie.so were all just sitting around making funnies and talking because its been ages since ive seen all of them because i moved outta aj back in 7th grade so ya.so kc steals my lip gloss so were like wreslting and he kept tickling me and i kept like kicking the table over almost. and john being a white trash whore tries to punch me with his braseknuckles and im like UM NO.and he kept trying to get the lip gloss outta kcs hand so i could fight him for it and kcs like no im having fun!ohhhhhhh i felt so cute when he kept putting his arm around me and biting me.so its like 11:15 and i have to be home by 11 30 so he head out and me beth kc and beau sit in the back of the truck and were still wrestling and we kept rolling around because john takes sharp turns so one minute id be on beau the next id be on kc then kc would be on me it was much funny.
kc was my first ever like real crush and boyfriend he was like my first everything
ill never be able to forget him.ever and i never will
i sooooooo hope kc still/could like me again
because we used to date like mad in junior high
and + ricky kept saying that kc talks about me all the time
and kc has told me that im gorgeous and i have a nice body and that theres something about me thats not like other girls..... AWWWWWWWWH
its effing insane how much i liked/like this boy
i feel like i could live on his every word
I want something meaningful.
Something I can lean on without worrying whether or not I'll fall over.
Not a boyfriend but a bestfriend who's always there for me...
&who'll kiss me &hold me.