ILOVEHAYLEYELIZANEMETHWITHALLMYHEART
tonight was the amc. it was great and bad at the same time, i love my best friend hayley eliza nemeth. i miss her like no other at school, its not the same seeing her everyday at nutrition and lunch. nothings the same anymore, life sucks and school sucks. i think my friends are the things keeping me alive right now. their are things going on that i have no control over and it sucks.my favorite person is not able to see me during the day because of a fucking retard who has nothing better to do then write a fucking threat letter. they should die and not want anyone else too. boy are assholes and they have no feelings. they want everyone that will do shit with them, their all protecting their fucking reputation instead of looking for the person that they love. of course this is only eighth grade and usually you dont fall in love, or your not supposed too atleast. my mom is going phsyico because i fucking called her a nerd. what a retard. my dads stupid and he doesnt know how to fucking talk to his daughter. he makes bad decisions and tries to tell me that im making wrong decidions about school. fuck him he never went to college and hes talking to me about how i dont have the grades to get into a good college. he's the one that should"practice what you preach". ugh i know you guys dont want to read this but too bad.
peace.
peace.