Jun 10, 2004 21:59
So I was just thinking about the night when I went and hung out with Mathias, Julie, Adam, Paul, Heather, Jordan, and a few other people.. and I remembered that I saw my old best friends exboyfriend. I realized it was her ex then, and I didn't remember until now that I.. realized it... does that make sense? Yes.
Anyways. It's funny when you run into people after a few years and see.. how much they have and HAVEN'T changed.
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I had fun that night... It was one of those nights I wish wouldn't end. Wishing it was 11 at night, sitting in the backyard, everyone really screwed up, laughing at nothing, and laying in the itchy grass only to wake up the next day with bug bites in places I wasn't aware of owninig. It's beeen a while since I've had one of those.
I think the last one I had was hanging out at Tom's most the night watching stupid yet wonderful Disney movies and eating cake and icecream till I was practically sick then making him check the inside of my car for serial killers before I left.
I didn't want to leave. I wanted it to be 11:30pm, on that Friday, on his couch, watching those movies.
*sigh*
I wish I had more days/nights like those.
Makes me all.. "aww.. It's good to be a teenager."
Quote of the moment: "It's okay, I'm in High School. I can do ANNNNYthing." - Kyle.
Ha. I miss hanging out with Kyle and Dave as well. As much as they made me angry, annoyed me, said the wrong things to me, tore at every last nerve, copied off my papers, made fun of me just to bug me... - I still love those guys to death. Annoying as hell, but fun.
The summer always makes you drift from people. I don't want to graduate high school, because I don't want to have to drift away from all the people I consider good friends, but don't see on a regular basis outside of school. At the same time though.. I'm so ready to get out. I'm sick of watching other friends.. cousins.. whomever graduate.. and just having to wait for it to be MY turn. Always going to a family get together hearing "Yep. Kasey's next to graduate." Yep. 2 years though. 2 very long years.
I hate feeling young when I'm.. really not so young. Just about grown up, but still looked at as a child. I hate that.
But now I must go paint my toenails. I'm making Tom do something not so usual tomorrow.. I told him we saw way too many movies yesterday. And it's true - we do. I've seen that preview for the tiger brothers movie for the past month and a half.
I think we're going to go BOWLING since no one wanted to go with me tonight.
Bleh.
Jon remember we're going to go see Garfield and hang out on Sunday/Monday? You and I, bucko, are going to be doing a lot more hanging out. Me = Miss freshman year.
So long.