a fool for everyone

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so i don't remember the last time i used this thing.
but i though i would.
things are up and down.
one minute i'll be soo happy.
and then some insignificant thing
strikes some memory
and i'm all.. down again.
but really.
i'm just tryin to live it up.
that's all that matters, right?

( ps. i'm actually lonely )