Who.. would have thought that he could be so happy now?
What if there was somebody waiting to love him? What if there was somebody whom he would love again? Was it possible?
Edward felt his heart stir.
No, he told his heart. Not possible. Not possible.
I am done with being loved, Edward told her. I'm done with loving. It's too painful.
i just finished the book which Ben so kindly let me borrow and spent most of the latter half crying because it's so heart breaking and sweet and i really can't handle sweet/tender things because apparently i'm really emotional and it sucks.
why is it only 4:00pm? i've already made lunch for my family, cleaned the kitchen/dishes, watched I Love New York and Moulin Rouge, read a book, read a short story from the Miranda July book, finished my toe nail painting, called Royal Family to set up an interview and done laundry.
what now?
bring me a gin and tonic. now.