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Nov 14, 2004 20:30

i finally have something to look forward to. hopefully, over thanksgiving break, i'll get to hang out with jonny. i miss the camp people SO much its not even funny. kevin..i miss you so much it isnt even funny. i miss those days where id like tell you EVERYTHING and you'd sit there and listen whether it was about guys or me crying or me tellin you something bout my friends. and then you'd be like SLOW DOWN THERE TURBO or like what a champ lol
isnt it weird how you hate something while you're going through it, but when its done, you realize it was freaking awesome??

and isnt it weird how one day you're having an awesome time, but the next day, you wanna rip someone's head off or punch the wall.

im re-fallinginlove with Finch. i listened to Ender on my IPod and i started crying. no reason why.

im feeling so much anger.
im pissed that people dont give me any thought, then suddenly, when i tell them im a straight A student and i've taken the SATs its like WHOA ARE YOU SERIOUSLY SMART???
like OH MY GOD. there is a teenager who is smart. doesnt it annoy you how adults treat you like you're just matter. like you're just..there.

this got really long. i didnt think itd be this long.

so from next Friday till break im a loner. i guarantee you those days will be bad. at school, anyway.

oh and carina. i love you so much. we need to hang out soon. thanks for being there and for being a real friend.
now im off to watch the AMAs

have fun kids.
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