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[__ravenous__]

i'm struggling with current friends
being treated like shit
by former friends
who are just now showing, well they were showing them in the past a little, their true colors.

very very disappointing and heartbreaking.
something very similar happened to me last spring
and i just had to realize that

those
who
talk
shit
just
have
something
to
proove
because
they
are
not
happy
and
are
looking
for
a
scapegoat.

for one who was so philosophical, cedric, and such a deep thinker, i would think that you would have graduated past the elementary concept of revenge and onto the adult concept of letting things go.
i can tell you are terribly unhappy, and i'm very deeply sorry, but please, fix yourself before you take your pain onto others.

sorry corey.
you don't deserve that.
this they won't last.
and they'll be miserable forever, because they are the type of people who prey on others. and people like that, are only surrounded by misfourtune. misery loves company revised to misery loves more misery.
you are beautiful
and intelligent
and a good person
and don't let anyone tell you otherwise
i know this is so third grade,
but they are just jealous.

and that's all it gets down to.
bitches are just jealous.

ps this entry is public for a reason.
i want you to read
and think
honestly think about what is written here, (i did, and have for a long time)
(no instantious reactions)
and if you care to,
respond.
you know how to get in touch.

until then, bye for: ever
you know who you are.